i dont think my girlfriend loves me anymore

[itgotme0d]

hello i used to lurk here occasionally, but i thought i got better lol
ive always been friendless suicidal completely alone in life, and then i found a girl who i love and who loves me, we get along well and its perfect, and i was truly happy for the first time ever for many months of time. but she starts growing distant towards me and stuff like that, things arent as good, and now she tell me it isnt working out, my presence makes her sad, she needs space she needs free of me for some time. she said this all over phone and in several hours i will go over to her place to talk to her in person about it. she knows im suicidal and probably just wants to break it off slowly and carefully. just mentally preparing myself for the fact that i will probably have nothing left to live for, things will be back to how they were
sorry, im just posting because i need to be heard because things might end for me soon, now would be a good time to go through with it however i lack the mental strength

 

[Pale_Rider]

Thank you for sharing.

 

[soledad.virgen]

it sounds like she wants to get rid of you but she doesn't want to feel any responsibility, that's so gross

 

[meatclown]

Happened to me the other day
I woke up and didn't even recognize my bed for 5 minutes
It's like taking the wrong exit on the freeway and winding up somewhere you can't get back to
Have fun on the tiles

 

[Pale_Rider]

Ill say its a fresh relationship, and while one is thinking of the life to come the other is thinking of ending life. Thats often a relationship killer.

 

[flightless bird]

she said this all over phone and in several hours i will go over to her place to talk to her in person about it. she knows im suicidal and probably just wants to break it off slowly and carefully.

don't go. it's not worth it. DON'T call or text her, let her be the one to reach out. if she doesn't, she is not worth your emotions.

 

[itgotme0d]

Ill say its a fresh relationship, and while one is thinking of the life to come the other is thinking of ending life. Thats often a relationship killer.

oh that does make a lot of sense, i never saw it quite like that.
looks like im completely fucked.

don't go. it's not worth it. DON'T call or text her, let her be the one to reach out. if she doesn't, she is not worth your emotions.

she said she hasnt got much sleep and that shes going to message me telling me to come over when she wakes up, i guess ill see