Venting i don't think i'll ever be truly happy

[Wojaczek]

lol what a waste of time being alive is
i sabotage everything good that happens to me and i just cant help it.
i cant take it anymore

 

[Circles]

Sorry you're going through this also. It's fucked up how long life lasts it's like a slow torture and then when someone has enough of it, the torture becomes a reflection of self destruction. I wish I could give better answers, but all I have is a pointless internet hug.

 

[Wojaczek]

Sorry you're going through this also. It's fucked up how long life lasts it's like a slow torture and then when someone has enough of it, the torture becomes a reflection of self destruction. I wish I could give better answers, but all I have is a pointless internet hug.

i can barely take it anymore

 

[onleana]

i do the same. i literally sabotaged every relationship of any kind i have ever had. i could have had a beautiful life but i destroyed and keep destroying it. i don't know how much longer i can take it

 

[Wojaczek]

i do the same. i literally sabotaged every relationship of any kind i have ever had. i could have had a beautiful life but i destroyed and keep destroying it. i don't know how much longer i can take it

why tf are we doing this?

 

[onleana]

why tf are we doing this?

better question: HOT TO FUCKING STOP DOING THIS?????

 

[FuneralCry]

I do not know what happiness would even feel like, to me it does not exist. I have never wanted to be alive. It can be dreadful when things just get worse. I wish I never had to be born in the first place. Existence itself is the cause of all suffering. I'm sorry you are in this situation. I wish you the best.