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Death is beautiful

Death is beautiful

Warlock
May 20, 2021
792
What if I don't suffer physically and mentally, but I still want to commit suicide, I want to go into oblivion, I don't want to live to old age, I have already ordered SN and I take CTB very seriously and I am sure that sooner or later I will do it. There are those here who have not experienced physical or spiritual pain but still want CTB
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,624
We all have the right to exit at a time of our own choosing, suicide is a personal decision, we do not need to justify our reasons for leaving. We have no obligations to stay alive as we did not ask to exist. I want eternal nothingness as well, I have never wanted to be alive. Old age is one of my worst nightmares. I wish you the best.
 
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DasDasDAS

I wanted to live😔
Dec 17, 2021
39
I don't think I understand you🤔
If I had a chance to be happy in life I would take it!
Do you mean like an exit plan for (very) later in life or something you plan to do relatively soon?
 
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Death is beautiful

Death is beautiful

Warlock
May 20, 2021
792
I don't think I understand you🤔
If I had a chance to be happy in life I would take it!
Do you mean like an exit plan for (very) later in life or something you plan to do relatively soon?
If you're talking about CTB, then I plan to do it in the summer-fall of this year. And alas, I can't be happy in this life, I'm not happy at all, but I don't suffer from anything, I just want to leave
 
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som1

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Dec 22, 2021
137
yeah even when I was at the happiest time of my life I still wanted to not exist
If you're talking about CTB, then I plan to do it in the summer-fall of this year. And alas, I can't be happy in this life, I'm not happy at all, but I don't suffer from anything, I just want to leave
I am planning on using sn summer-fall of this year too, not sure if I can wait till then tho.
 
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Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
Frank,

Wanting to ctb before retirement/nursing home age is very understandable. However, ctbing at a young with no reasons is not. Why do you feel you cannot wait? what is the rush?

If you truly don't feel like doing anything, you might be depressed and a therapist might help. CTB is a very serious decision.
 
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