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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
I woke up one morning lost af.
 
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thedaywillcome

thedaywillcome

I will leave soon
Apr 2, 2022
358
Because of survival instinct. Si can be very idiotic for some affected people.
I believe some people suffere so much cause of medical issues, SI doesnt make any sense.
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
I woke up one morning lost af.
Do you remember around what time period it was? Was it some time last year? Around September or October?
 
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unkuto

Student
Mar 13, 2022
132
When I wake up each morning I don't want to live.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,156
I've had periods in life where I thought I was on my way to knowing. But never really did. It's hard to get anywhere when you don't know where you're going. The universe can't help you when you're not clear what you're asking for.
 
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Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
2,111
Same here. I lost myself. My "self" is gone.
 
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LookingforAnswers

LookingforAnswers

Student
Mar 15, 2022
113
Same. I setup my life miraculously. And then boom a few mistakes and not slowing down with decisions fucked me up
 
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ineedtoctb

Member
Feb 21, 2022
55
I can definitely relate. I used to think I had it together then last year I completely lost it all and haven't been able to recover since. My sense of identity has changed and I don't even recognize this version of my self.
 
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BigGimpin

BigGimpin

Student
Mar 24, 2022
127
There an easy fix for not wanting to wake up in the morning, dont go to sleep! lol been working for me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,615
Our lives are all meaningless, we are all nothing, eventually we will die and be forgotten about. The idea that we are anything, or that our lives matter is a delusion. Life is just a pointless experience that we go through for the sake of it.
 
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Risperdead

Risperdead

Agenda 2030 Sustainable Death
Jul 20, 2021
49
can relate too. what to read here is scary but to understand. guess what, given months in jail did not strengthen my me.
 
jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
Because of survival instinct. Si can be very idiotic for some affected people.
I believe some people suffere so much cause of medical issues, SI doesnt make any sense.
How old are you? I'm 32 and I'm "young" .. I feel burned out.
 
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