Venting I don’t know what to do anymore

[T90-Alpha]

I fell in a pit and the more I try to dig out of it, the larger it becomes. I feel like a husk of a being, with only flesh and bone. The spinning of my life tumbles faster and louder, as the bells begin to echo. Possibilities disappear, Time continues forward, Hopes narrowing; regret forming.

 

[JakeFlake]

I feel like this every day.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Same same

 

[Slimetae]

Yep everyday is pointless and my own mind just fucks with me all day

 

[Dizzylady80]

That pit metaphor is spot on, I definitely relate. I'm sorry you're feeling this way

 

[FuneralCry]

When things get worse, it really can be awful and I know that this life can be unbearable when you are suffering so much. I'm sorry that things are so hopeless. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[outrider567]

I fell in a pit and the more I try to dig out of it, the larger it becomes. I feel like a husk of a being, with only flesh and bone. The spinning of my life tumbles faster and louder, as the bells begin to echo. Possibilities disappear, Time continues forward, Hopes narrowing; regret forming.

Yes, a pit of hopelessness, the false hope that things will get better--Tired of people telling me, 'its only been three months, you'll feel better and some day you will accept her passing and get on with your life' total bullshit, I'm still in shock that she's gone, still just as upset today as the day she died