Venting i don’t get why i can’t get N as an ugly, mentally ill woman

[ladyofsorrows]

people despise us anyway. they want girls who look like me dead anyway. nobody wants ugly girls around. so why can't i apply for assisted suicide? why is that so controversial? people don't even consider me human, let alone female. if all ugly girls were somehow wiped off the face of the earth, everyone would celebrate. nobody wants us here. so why am i forced to keep going? i don't even contribute to society. i'm unemployed due to my disability (social anxiety that i developed because of all the bullying i went through BECAUSE of my face and body). again, why can't i apply for assisted suicide when the world wants me dead? i hate it here.

 

[lanadelreyisgod223]

yup. then everyday you have to face the stares, whispers, etc when you step outside. it's constantly anxiety inducing just to go anywhere. i wish i could stay in my room all day and rot.

 

[absolute failure]

dont know what to tell you, except that this world sucks and i hate it here too. hope we can find some end to our suffering ladyofsorrows :(

 

[ladyofsorrows]

yup. then everyday you have to face the stares, whispers, etc when you step outside. it's constantly anxiety inducing just to go anywhere. i wish i could stay in my room all day and rot.

yep :( hence why i rarely go outside nowadays. i can't leave the house unless i have someone by my side.

dont know what to tell you, except that this world sucks and i hate it here too. hope we can find some end to our suffering ladyofsorrows :(

 

[Oreki]

Unfortunately, in this world people often get more respect and admiration for being attractive or having status than for having good character. I truly despise that reality and wish it were different. But looks don't last. Sooner or later, everyone becomes less conventionally attractive. And honestly, you don't want someone who chose you mainly for your beauty anyway. That kind of person often leaves when what they admired begins to fade.
I'd rather see cruelty, judgment, and the kind of behavior that causes anxiety wiped off the world. That's something worth celebrating

 

[vascomorrow]

people despise us anyway. they want girls who look like me dead anyway. nobody wants ugly girls around. so why can't i apply for assisted suicide? why is that so controversial? people don't even consider me human, let alone female. if all ugly girls were somehow wiped off the face of the earth, everyone would celebrate. nobody wants us here. so why am i forced to keep going? i don't even contribute to society. i'm unemployed due to my disability (social anxiety that i developed because of all the bullying i went through BECAUSE of my face and body). again, why can't i apply for assisted suicide when the world wants me dead? i hate it here.

All women are beautiful

 

[absolute failure]

All women are beautiful

problem with statements like that is that they invalidates every woman that feels insecure about her looks. :(

 

[ladyofsorrows]

All women are beautiful

well yeah…because only beautiful women are considered women.

 

[Nightingale93]

I don't really know how to really respond to this, but here it is I guess. I'm positive you're not ugly at all. I mean heck most of you women look absolutely breathtaking. The fact that anyone would bully you is just evil and pathetic.
You're absolutely beautiful, and the fact that you are here and feel this way, tells me you are also beautiful from the inside as well.
Intelligence and morality are sexy, and you have both.
Don't despair love <3

 

[locked*n*loaded]

problem with statements like that is that they invalidates every woman that feels insecure about her looks. :(

I don't think the poster was intending to invalidate anyone's feelings and insecurities. It was just a generalized statement. What's the old quote, something like life is 1% what happens to you and 99% how you react to it? Something like that.

 

[vascomorrow]

I don't think the poster was intending to invalidate anyone's feelings and insecurities. It was just a generalized statement. What's the old quote, something like life is 1% what happens to you and 99% how you react to it? Something like that.

Thanks for understanding. I wasnt trying to be mean.

 

[Roseate]

How do you know you're ugly tho? I'm seriously asking. Is it cuz they've told you or you've felt that way and what has made you feel that way other than the bullying.