I dont even know anymore if I want to die

[FireFox]

Since the age of 21 I have always wanted to die but this week I am now not to sure.

Today I had a great day. In the morning I was reading some law articles outside by a canal afternoon I went bouldering and evening time I borrowed some books from a law library in my city.

I did question do I really want my life to end?

 

[mya_]

Maybe you're feeling better these days, little by little. Don't do anything to end your life if you are not 100% sure, be safe!

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

Man, if you can find fulfilment in your life to the extent that you don't want to die, take it and move with it. My life is sad emptiness and no matter what I study or do, there's the disadvantages of not being smart enough, having enough memory retention, and not being talented enough that holds me back. It's insufferable self-doubt and a bleak path that lays ahead for me. I am glad that it seems like you can freely study law without a care, and pursue your passions accordingly, that's definitely something to live for if you decide it is.

 

[bankai]

If you're not sure, don't do it. Don't ever do it unless you're certain. For me, every day is a bad day until one good day. And that good day is enough. We'll all die eventually and life is really short. Just struggle onwards till you feel that you cannot do it anymore for a long time, then you can be certain perhaps. And if that time never comes? Just wait till old age. None of us will be around here for long. Till then, please stay around.

 

[ForestGhost]

Sounds lovely. Here's to many more, hopefully.

 

[rozeske]

Don't stress too much about it and question your decisions. Take a moment to fully appreciate your good days, no matter how long or short. You deserve it!