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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
609
I just don't.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,157
Me neither everything is a trigger. Even seeing cats...I have deep regret over one.

There's absolutely nothing I enjoy...occassionally eating something will be good...but really there's nothing.

I play sorta with a dog I reside with. Seeing him happy is nice...but I think sad thoughts about disappearing and him feeling my absense.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,533
I don't enjoy anything either. To me there is nothing enjoyable about life. All I do is try to pass the time and distract myself from my own thoughts. I am tired of living, I'm not sure I can do it for many more decades, all I want to do is sleep.
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
I don't even know what I feel anymore……
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,560
I feel your pain, it's an awful feeling.
 
again_noidea

again_noidea

Experienced
Apr 22, 2021
254
Sex, medication, movies, music, sometimes books.... occasionally social gatherings and sometimes dreams when I'm sleeping. I hope for some lucid dreams before I go. Sadly, any joy is very temporary, it doesn't last long.
 

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