user933957
I hate it all, just let me die
- Jun 24, 2023
- 137
i could just grab the gun and do it right now, yet im not. why? is it my subconscious self not wanting to die? or am i just so lazy to go and stand up, get it, or am i afraid of getting caught taking it? its not like this is my only chance in life to do it, i could always do it another day. im alone, gunshots are common in this area. maybe the meds are working a bit.
