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Jodes

Jodes

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Nov 23, 2018
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I'm alone, I have everything, I just have a few things to do! I'm going to write notes. I haven't started yet at all, I'm going to do a top down approach, just start with the most important paragraph, for the most important people, and work my way out from there if I decide to. Then I'll have my final treat day or two with photos and stuff and I'll go. If I change my mind in any of that time, so be it, I'll be more prepared if I decide to do it another time.

But I do feel like celebrating tonight!! Whoohooooooooo fuck me I feel closer than ever
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
I love being here lol. It's beyond surreal. Sort of ironic squared
 
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No life

I have to go soon now
Mar 27, 2019
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Hi where are u from,do u need a ctb partner
 
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Addy92

Student
Mar 24, 2019
152
I could go now. But for me I have to hold out as long as I can. It's tempting though.

Having a way out helps IMO.
 
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Jodes

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Nov 23, 2018
1,261
I could go now. But for me I have to hold out as long as I can. It's tempting though.

Having a way out helps IMO.
It does for me too. Not that having one is a good recommendation. Sorry you feel you're having to hold out
 
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Addy92

Student
Mar 24, 2019
152
It does for me too. Not that having one is a good recommendation. Sorry you feel you're having to hold out

Not sure how much I've fucked my life up yet. I'm sure it will be made apparent soon.
 
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Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
Not sure how much I've fucked my life up yet. I'm sure it will be made apparent soon.
It's funny how you don't sound worried. I know that feeling. I guess you just have to remember that feeling.
Sorry - I'm sure you are worried - I hope not too much, and that being here actually helps
 
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Addy92

Student
Mar 24, 2019
152
It's funny how you don't sound worried. I know that feeling. I guess you just have to remember that feeling

I am worried. But the worry has passed I've kinda accepted what will happen. I'm just enjoying what I can while I can. Right now it's not sleep unfortunately.
 
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Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
I am worried. But the worry has passed I've kinda accepted what will happen. I'm just enjoying what I can while I can. Right now it's not sleep unfortunately.
You in hospital??
 
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