I can't stand anymore

[VivaldiBR]

This suffering never ends. more and more I gain courage to do ctb in any method. i think i'm too much of a coward to stay alive, and i'm getting braver for ctb. My mistakes are too big to fix them. I don't even wanna try. Almost years living link a zombie. My mind is so perverse with myself.

 

[_Kaira_]

I also feel a strong need to ctb. All I do is sleep and get on my computer to watch youtube and now post on SS. The only thing I do somewhat productive is take care of my pet mice. I feel so physically and psychologically drained all the time that it's hard to do much else. I wonder when I'm either going to find a reason to get out of this cesspit of sadness, or accept that I wasn't meant to be born and ctb.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i understand having unfixable mistakes. life is the worst punishment.

 

[VivaldiBR]

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i understand having unfixable mistakes. life is the worst punishment.

I'm fouding very impossible to forgive myself and start life again. This is the most difficult part. Some ppl say i don't have depression, but a difficult to forgive me in by my past mistakes. Now I only can carry on with heavy drugs.

 

[Xocoyotziin]

I'm about to hit my limit too. I think very soon.

 

[whywere]

depression is the worst, I feel for you so much or you and know that we are all here to help one another. Love and peace and sunny days to you my sanctioned suicide global family member.

 

[Shiro20]

I feel you, I feel like I'm already dead cause I exist but I'm not living, all the time at home, I don't like to go out and don't feel like doing anything

 

[Meditation guide]

Today was the most depressed I've been in a very long time.