I can't find a reason not to ctb.

[FindingTheEnd]

I'm really searching for some but i don't find shit. I think imma finally do it in 4 days

 

[brand666]

same here , i don't have a reason why to be in life , and i can't ctb because i dont have SN .

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand how you feel. There is absolutely nothing that could ever make me want to stay here. To me existing is so horrifying and pointless and I just want to not exist. I hope that you find relief from suffering.

 

[Niirvana]

The same happens to me. I can't stop complaining every minute of my life. I should have gone on my vacation and I didn't. I know I'm going to ctb, I just have to work up the courage and do it, I have the sn here. I need prooanolol.

 

[Readytogasap]

With me there are few reasons I can think of that at a push I would be able to dedicate my time to, and stick around for. However I do think that it's not a good enough reason overall, looking at my circumstance in a much wider context. If that makes sense.

 

[sadgirl9999]

same, i don't have a single reason to keep going

 

[I need peace]

I feel that. I keep trying to find a reason but I can't

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Ha. This is good. I did the same thing just about. I did some reflection and thought about all the reasons to CTB, and all the reasons not to CTB. I pictured the reasons on a virtual balance scale. I had like 12 reasons on the side to CTB and could not come up with even one effing reason not to CTB, even after thinking about it for several days. Not even one. That's where I am in life.