I can't exist anywhere

[Water-Lily]

On Facebook I kept on getting kicked out of mental health communities because of my abusive behaviors
Same happened with Reddit
Same happened with other social medias
And now here
Its evident that because of my behaviors and who I am that I cant exist anywhere
Fine I am a victim
I have victim mentality
I am sorry
Maybe I am a lost fucking cause
Cause I make myself one
I don't fucking know but maybe I should leave here cause I make fucking problems
I wanted this place to be a place where I could express myself freely and I cant even do that
no place exists for me
not online
not in person
If anything this site proved that suicide is the choice because nobody understands me
anyways im done
I dont think ill be coming back here anymore

 

[Makko]

If anything this site proved that suicide is the choice because nobody understands me

I don't think people were made to understand each other. People need each other for affection, not empathy.

Admittedly this realisation made me mostly lose interest in human company.

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm sorry to hear this is happening to you.
We've talked a few times and you seem really nice. I think it's unfair you're going through this because I know you're dealing with a lot of s*hit.

Anyway, if you don't come back here, I wish you the best.

Btw, I can't stand another communities such as twitter, facebook, reddit, etc. Too much censorship as regards suicide and another stuff.

 

[Mentalmick]

Who's kicking you out of ss? I think I read your other thread about something you had said in chat was bothering you. I don't know what it was and I don't think you've been banned or anything so I really wouldn't worry about it.