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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
I'm planning to go in 8 or 9 days I cannot do this anymore on my own. I'm so done with life.
Life is shit, I hope death is better.
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
Me neither. I'm sorry but I can't help you out in any way but to listen, so if you want to talk you can shoot a PM or post here.
 
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LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
I'm the same. I have to wait until this summer, but I'm sure the closer I get the harder it will be.
We are here to listen. I'm sorry you are suffering.
 
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MoreThanAFeeling

Specialist
Feb 23, 2020
392
I'm planning to go in 8 or 9 days I cannot do this anymore on my own. I'm so done with life.
Life is shit, I hope death is better.
God, Buddha or whoever can see thro me knows how much I want to see you content with your life. I am very sorry that you are in so much pain :(

Make the last few days as pleasurable as possible. And if you want to chat I am only one message away from you <3
 
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AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
I am sorry you feel this way. Regardless of what you decide to do, I hope it works out for you.
 
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Jul 31, 2018
6,909
I'm planning to go in 8 or 9 days I cannot do this anymore on my own. I'm so done with life.
Life is shit, I hope death is better.
I'm sorry. I'm on my own too and struggling. I'd miss your posts. PM welcome here too if you want to chat.
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
I'm sorry. I'm on my own too and struggling. I'd miss your posts. PM welcome here too if you want to chat.
It's such a struggle, I can't even do simple tasks
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
There was a clue in there. "On my own"
 
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russian_roulette

russian_roulette

the time for sleep is now
Feb 23, 2020
52
I'm sorry your life is going this way. No matter which way you choose, I hope you find your peace! :heart:
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
847
I am so sorry for your suffering.:hug:
 
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Jul 31, 2018
6,909
It's such a struggle, I can't even do simple tasks
I find many task I used to do without thinking like climbing a mountain now. Mostly this is down to extreme chronic lack of sleep. Id I had more help and assistance this might be easier, but I don't so I have to adapt and that is hard work. I'm really sorry it's such a struggle for you too.
 
Lostandfound7

Lostandfound7

Just waiting....
Jan 21, 2020
995
Hi honey. I'm so sorry to hear that..u have been such a sweet presence here..plz pm me if u need to talk..life can b so overwhelming n undersatisfying (prob not even a word, but it makes sense in my head)..I'm here for u:heart:
 
itsmeagain

itsmeagain

The Risen (The Fallen)
Jan 28, 2020
366
I'm planning to go in 8 or 9 days I cannot do this anymore on my own. I'm so done with life.
Life is shit, I hope death is better.
I know lovely angel. Things are rotten, life can be very tough. I want you to find your peace, but in the meantime, it's okay to laugh or smile. You can definitely watch something funny and have some giggles and feel the same. That's what aI'm doing nowadays.
 
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