Venting I can't do this anymore.

[Dandelion's]

I've been in so much physical and mental pain it disturbs my ability to function.
I hate being accused of faking for attention I am often leaned over myself in pain while being very light headed with random colorful shapes in my blurry vision.

I hate everyone in my life.
I wish I could just disappear there is no reason for me to stay the only thing holding me back is SI and no access to reliable legal methods.

 

[hdead]

I've been in so much physical and mental pain it disturbs my ability to function.
I hate being accused of faking for attention I am often leaned over myself in pain while being very light headed with random colorful shapes in my blurry vision.

I hate everyone in my life.
I wish I could just disappear there is no reason for me to stay the only thing holding me back is SI and no access to reliable legal methods.

Sorry to read about your ongoing struggle..

As to the SI part - I thought you already did so many poison and trying that it might have dampened that. Do you think it has gotten worse because of it?

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to disappear and never suffer again, it's so terrible and dreadful how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find peace.

 

[Dandelion's]

Sorry to read about your ongoing struggle..

As to the SI part - I thought you already did so many poison and trying that it might have dampened that. Do you think it has gotten worse because of it?

The SI is easier to overcome for me if it's via ingestion that's why I was trying to get sn while DSL was still up.
I don't think it's gotten worse because of my attempts I've been having this issue before them.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Sorry to hear. SI is a bitch.

 

[Dandelion's]

I really understand just wanting to disappear and never suffer again, it's so terrible and dreadful how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find peace.

I hope for you to find peace too someday.

 

[LongJacks]

If only N was easier to obtain most of us would have a peaceful passing but the government prefers us to suffer and end ourselves in violent ways it sucks man

 

[Ultimatefighter]

I've been in so much physical and mental pain it disturbs my ability to function.
I hate being accused of faking for attention I am often leaned over myself in pain while being very light headed with random colorful shapes in my blurry vision.

I hate everyone in my life.
I wish I could just disappear there is no reason for me to stay the only thing holding me back is SI and no access to reliable legal methods.

What about sn

 

[unluckysadness]

I've been in so much physical and mental pain it disturbs my ability to function.

We're on the same boat I hope we'll find peace.

 

[Dandelion's]

What about sn

sn isn't legal in Europe and I live in a neighborhood where packages get stolen very frequently.

If only N was easier to obtain most of us would have a peaceful passing but the government prefers us to suffer and end ourselves in violent ways it sucks man

Well you can't pay taxes when you're dead, It wouldn't be convenient for the poor millionaires.

 

[Ultimatefighter]

I know its not legal in europe, still i managed to get my package from MIC, and now waiting for my package from b&m so i have for sure enough