Method I can't do it anymore - Need help lol

[whycantyouloveme]

Hi, currently sitting and thinking about it, I know I'm gonna do it. That's kinda always been the plan, scared or not. Death might be scary but its something that isn't a big deal in the long run. I've contemplated jumping, but I genuinely don't know what is high enough to make it work. I've also contemplated hanging but I don't have money to buy rope or anything of that sort, I don't have a scarf, but I have curtains, belts, and some other stuff of that sort but its very limited and I have nothing else. I thought about CTB by od but I also heard that isn't likely to do anything. I am stuck and don't know what to do. I don't know if any of that makes sense, but I hope it does. I feel kinda of crazy, like really upset. I have no idea what else I could do. I am actually miserable.

 

[User8]

Hi, currently sitting and thinking about it, I know I'm gonna do it. That's kinda always been the plan, scared or not. Death might be scary but its something that isn't a big deal in the long run. I've contemplated jumping, but I genuinely don't know what is high enough to make it work. I've also contemplated hanging but I don't have money to buy rope or anything of that sort, I don't have a scarf, but I have curtains, belts, and some other stuff of that sort but its very limited and I have nothing else. I thought about CTB by od but I also heard that isn't likely to do anything. I am stuck and don't know what to do. I don't know if any of that makes sense, but I hope it does. I feel kinda of crazy, like really upset. I have no idea what else I could do. I am actually miserable.

I can see that you are very new. Just take your time. I would not jump and I think hanging is a much better option but it is up to you. So just take your time and go through the forum. Here are the method compilations: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/
If you choose Hanging: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself.1183/
Go through the comments and see what you can come up with with the resources you have.
Sorry if I am not being very helpful, I am just trying because you might be under a lot of pressure etc. I really hope for you to be able to calm down and take the right direction.