Venting I can't change anything.

[LenkaX]

I feel that my life is a predestined failure.

There is nothing to change, nothing to improve. All my previous attempts of getting a better life failed.

I truly know that there is no escape from the bad reality that I live in except for suicide. But I also fear that after suicide it will not be an end and my suffering will continue somewhere else.

There is nothing to be done. My failure is eternal.

 

[Largeletters]

I know how you feel. I'm not the type of person to succeed, it's already proven that. I'm really sorry you're going through this, it's a painful thing.

 

[the_final_countdown]

Why do you believe your failure is eternal?

What measure of success would you qualify as enough?

 

[LenkaX]

Why do you believe your failure is eternal?

What measure of success would you qualify as enough?

If I had a woman in my life which would love me... this would be enough.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life can be very cruel, I feel like I have been cursed really. It can be really hard when we are in a hopeless situation, it can make us feel powerless, I get that.

 

[Superdeterminist]

You can't know for sure that your perceived 'failure' will last for the rest of your life. However, I totally get that when failure persists for so long, you just lose hope and it shatters you emotionally. At that point, you may feel that it might as well last forever because the damage has been done, and that because it has lasted for so long, you lose all hope that it could change. These feelings are absolutely crushing and you have my total sympathy. It's real suffering.