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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,527
I want to die because of physical pain & even when I get hit by a car the hospital says I'm hypocondriac & denies me care, destroying me mentally.

I want to hang myself so bad right now. I took a bath instead if a shower, my skin burns like hell. I failed to clean the corrosive chemical. My lanlord refuses to send me the specialist... I have enough. Fear to fail hanging & get paralyzed. But I want out of this! Everyone tell me to stop asking for help before the landlord kicks me out homelesd & just enjoy life. I can't bedridden from poison losing vision! Dizzy!

I want to rage quit this life! I wish I had sure ways to die!

I'm called a liar when I denounce abuse! Abused more! I WANNA DIE!!

You are my only joy.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,544
That sounds really horrible what you are going through. It really is such a cruel existence and it's awful how life can torture people in so many ways. I understand wishing for a guaranteed way to exit. I fear failing ctb as well. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.
 
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allthebrightplaces

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Feb 21, 2022
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Some people will never understand, unless they've gone through it and even then at times. They "recovered" by lying to themselves so they might say the say thing that one who has not gone thru it might say. death is the only escape for some. I wish you well on your journey.
 
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OliA

New Member
Sep 4, 2022
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I'm sorry to hear that you're being treated that way. No one deserves that. :heart:
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,527
TTh
That sounds really horrible what you are going through. It really is such a cruel existence and it's awful how life can torture people in so many ways. I understand wishing for a guaranteed way to exit. I fear failing ctb as well. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.
Thank you. I hope I'll find a way to undo my chemical mess. But the traumas are too deep either way.

I wish you freedom too my friend. You're welcome to pm me
Some people will never understand, unless they've gone through it and even then at times. They "recovered" by lying to themselves so they might say the say thing that one who has not gone thru it might say. death is the only escape for some. I wish you well on your journey.
Thank you. Yes, few can face the abyss, people here are special. I wish you a good journey as well, friend
I'm sorry to hear that you're being treated that way. No one deserves that. :heart:
Aw, thank you. I can think of a few type of people who deserve worse though. But not you, you're super kind. Thank you. ❤️🌸
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
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They say your reasoning to ctb isn't logical? By whose criteria and whose logic,theirs?
 
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Infinitespace_

Student
Jan 23, 2021
141
if hell were a place it would be called "no exit" death truly is the greatest friend
 

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