Joey
Enlightened
- Jun 14, 2020
- 1,432
....BUT I'm still going to choose on how I still die.
None of my parents know but a couple of my friends do because I'm obsessed with death.
It's sad that I have a great family and I have the best Dad in the world who does everything for me and that gives me reasons to live.
You can call me selfish but I'm still choosing on how I die with the next short 3 years and max is 30.
This game of life is not for me and I don't contend on working my whole life away and growing old. It's like for example, a mouse who is in the maze (Life) and the end goal is to get the cheese (house, car, mortgage). The thing is though, I'm the mouse that's deciding chasing that cheese isn't worth it.
We all die anyway and I like to control on how I go.
For now, I'm living life with distractions.
Not depressed but 100% rational.
Martin Manley style.
None of my parents know but a couple of my friends do because I'm obsessed with death.
It's sad that I have a great family and I have the best Dad in the world who does everything for me and that gives me reasons to live.
You can call me selfish but I'm still choosing on how I die with the next short 3 years and max is 30.
This game of life is not for me and I don't contend on working my whole life away and growing old. It's like for example, a mouse who is in the maze (Life) and the end goal is to get the cheese (house, car, mortgage). The thing is though, I'm the mouse that's deciding chasing that cheese isn't worth it.
We all die anyway and I like to control on how I go.
For now, I'm living life with distractions.
Not depressed but 100% rational.
Martin Manley style.
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