i am re-ordering dnp

[Braindead Atheist]

one friend just betrayed me and I think another friend is ditching me. I am going to kill myself after i say good bye to a past teacher this april. i don't think she really cares but I'm not telling her of my plans because she's one of those pc people who "has a duty" to report it. I feel like I need to just go through with it asap before more ex friends get together and turn on me. I hate people and how they don't accept me for my flaws. i'm so done.
update; ok, so I bought the dnp with my next paycheck I am going to buy the gelatin capsols to store it in. I am going to go to the void so soon! I need to prepare! I already made a death playlist to calm me down as I go. I have nostagic songs so I increase my chances of getting memory projection. I want to have a positive death experience and see something like colton burpo or eben alexander. I just want some peace for myself. I deserve better and this life is just not working out for me. good bye world.

 

[thisplaceisaprison]

What is DNP? I haven't heard of that on here yet and where did you purchase it?

 

[Braindead Atheist]

What is DNP? I haven't heard of that on here yet and where did you purchase it?

just google it and click shopping. I can't wait to die soon! This fucking nightmare is going to be over soon!

 

[Apricity]

The LD50 is insanely high for that.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that others are treating you like that. I understand, all I want is to not exist and be free from it all. Life is not working out for me as well. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[bluesrock]

https://ukhsa.blog.gov.uk/2018/08/13/deadly-dnp/
That's what I found. Though, first time hearing about this.

 

[Meditation guide]

DNP isn't an established drug for suicide and it's way too risky.

The result can be seizures, coma, kidney failure, muscle damage and bone marrow failure.~ from that article.