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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
I'm nothing , I have no value in anyone's eyes, no one cares, I exist just to suffer and be humanity's toy for amusement. I'm not even the personification of trash anymore. I'm nothing. The waiting for SN is really painful. I must do it asap.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,791
You are someone, and no matter what people or how you feel, you are special. You are not alone. Don't be so hard on yourself whatever path you follow. I'm wishing you good luck. And you are a valuable human being even if you don't feel that way or if people have gave up on you. You are your own master in command of your life. You are special don't let go of that. I know life and society are hard on us. Let's not let them win. A big hug.
 
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Elri

Elri

Student
Dec 2, 2021
180
I feel youšŸ˜ž
 
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Hans Voralberg

Hans Voralberg

Experienced
Nov 6, 2021
229
You are a person, an individuality. You can't be replaced by anyone else because your perception of reality is unique. In my eyes you are very valuable person I have never met someone so unique as you. I care I always cared about you and I will be because you are my friend and I love you. I was so happy when we talked about DM music and about our expieriences. Somehow in this strange part of a net I found a Real soulmate. Thank you that you exist and I can share thoughts with you.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
You are a person, an individuality. You can't be replaced by anyone else because your perception of reality is unique. In my eyes you are very valuable person I have never met someone so unique as you. I care I always cared about you and I will be because you are my friend and I love you. I was so happy when we talked about DM music and about our expieriences. Somehow in this strange part of a net I found a Real soulmate. Thank you that you exist and I can share thoughts with you.
I don't think so, in fact I'm very easy replaceable. The proof of that is how most people in my life gave up on me and replaced me with someone better. A friend I used to have directly told me this. Fucking directly with no remorse.

I don't trust any words anymore, people say one thing and then it's another. In fact I don't even feel human at all maybe that's why I'm treated like this.
You are someone, and no matter what people or how you feel, you are special. You are not alone. Don't be so hard on yourself whatever path you follow. I'm wishing you good luck. And you are a valuable human being even if you don't feel that way or if people have gave up on you. You are your own master in command of your life. You are special don't let go of that. I know life and society are hard on us. Let's not let them win. A big hug.
I'm not special at all, I'm the worst of the worst. I don't feel myself as if I'm human, Idon't know how to describe.
 
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Niko66

Niko66

Specialist
Dec 6, 2021
353
I can relate very much, I hardly feel human anymore either.
 
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miserableforever

miserableforever

Arcanist
Oct 23, 2020
487
Just you being here and expressing yourself alone is special.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,625
I feel like I exist just to suffer as well. Living is very painful. For me, death will be the only way to be free of the pain. I'm sorry you are going through this.
 
PrincessInWhite

PrincessInWhite

I just want to sell out my funeral
Feb 21, 2019
650
I'm so sorry you feel this way, it is so painful to feel like this. I can tell you that you are cared for here, no matter what your mind tells you. We are glad you're still around. I hope so much your pain eases soon ā¤ļø
 
TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
I exist just to be insulted, shouted at, abused, replaced and much more. I envy those who are genuinely loved.
 
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down for the count

Mage
Jun 3, 2021
585
Did you try increasing self-esteem? Perhaps you wouldn't be so affected by others' opinions. It would be natural to have low self-esteem given your parents.
 
TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Did you try increasing self-esteem? Perhaps you wouldn't be so affected by others' opinions. It would be natural to have low self-esteem given your parents.
I don't see the point. I feel like others opinions are true opinions, I don't like to lie to myself thinking I'm great when in reality I really am not. There's something wrong with me and it can be seen in people's reactions towards me.
 
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meloku

Member
Nov 6, 2021
9
In the grand scheme of things everyone is nothing.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I'm sorry you're in so much pain. It's horrible to be pushed in a corner and people point out that the problem is with you
 
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Enigmatic Sailor

Enigmatic Sailor

vicissitudes of fate...
Oct 29, 2021
386
Atoms are mostly empty space, if you remove all of the empty space in those atoms of every human being on Earth; everyone could fit in a sugar cube.
 

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