I am more calm now

[TAW122]

As of now, I have finally gotten my method back now and feel much calmer now. I managed to do so without setting off any alarms. I went to great lengths to do so and while some may consider it overdone, it's something that I can never be too careful of especially when stakes are high. From now until the time I CTB (whenever I choose to, timing and circumstance dependent of course), I am going to keep the 'bus radio' (pun intended) silent. This is a rather liberating feeling knowing that I am able to exit on my own choice and that life is a choice rather than an imposition.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

Oh my gosh I know the feeling. My method was stuck in an area I couldn't easily access it due to living situation (long story) and I went to the most over the top great lengths to get it back in disguise. It really is such a better feeling knowing that the method is there and ready when needed. Brings an odd calm sense.