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[FireFox]

It turns out it was temporay the side of me wants to live.
My family are disappointed in me because i said i am not ready to do a masters degree.
They never said that but you can feel it
My family dont love me anymore and i am always going to be a disappointment
Death is now solution to all my problenms

 

[rebelsue]

You are strong for setting boundaries about what you are ready for. If you're not ready for a masters degree, don't do it. i just did one and it almost killed me. I should not have done it. It broke my brain. i was not ready for it and I forced myself anyway and it was a miserable experience. I accomplished much less than I could have if I had gone in ready and happy. You are in the right...you don't need to kill yourself over their poor judgment. They are the ones who suck.

 

[Painless_end]

It turns out it was temporay the side of me wants to live.
My family are disappointed in me because i said i am not ready to do a masters degree.
They never said that but you can feel it
My family dont love me anymore and i am always going to be a disappointment
Death is now solution to all my problenms

Check your PM if you want to talk

 

[FireFox]

You are strong for setting boundaries about what you are ready for. If you're not ready for a masters degree, don't do it. i just did one and it almost killed me. I should not have done it. It broke my brain. i was not ready for it and I forced myself anyway and it was a miserable experience. I accomplished much less than I could have if I had gone in ready and happy. You are in the right...you don't need to kill yourself over their poor judgment. They are the ones who suck.

No is hiring due to the covid 19 so i have no choice anymore.
Everyone is disappointed in me

 

[Painless_end]

Where do you live. What kind of Masters are you aiming for ?

I coudn't do my Masters either. I would have to leave my current country and go to USA. I was not prepared for that much responsibility. I still am not, 8 years later. But who knows what the future will bring.

 

[SleeplessSoul]

I'm so proud of you for knowing and admitting you're not ready for a Masters. I went straight into one and it was one of the hardest things I've ever done. I wish I had taken the time and waited to start one. I've had some time out and now I'm starting a PhD! if you want to do a Masters I would highly advise waiting