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moonkipple

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May 6, 2026
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Need help from some pill experts. Looked it up just want to be sure. I have 925 mg of hydroxyzine. Looking to ctb by taking all of them at once. I cannot take the risk of it not being lethal and ending up in the ward again. For context I am a 5'4 220 pound 21 year old female.
 
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Feb 10, 2026
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Would never recommend. I tried with about a few grams of hydroxyzine and a half gram of propranolol out of desperation once and not only did it very much not kill me but it sucked really bad too. And this was with an underlying condition that made me more sensitive to the drugs effects. All I got out of it was a few weeks in the hospital and more trauma than it was worth.
 
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Maggy
May 15, 2026
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please dont do this. hydroxyzine is an antihistamine which in large amounts is a deliriant. you will not die, you will have the worst experience ever hallucinating visually, auditory, and tactile for at least 12 hours while your body tries to metabolize it. it is hell. it traumatized the fuck out if me when i did it. it is not worth going through just to still be alive afterwards
 
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