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22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
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Its it me or sometimes.. ... that you feel like either a good hug from an honest fŕind or a cuddle from some one could make all the pain go away .. even for just a moment.. that moment in time when tou feel content ..and can actually sleep... those sleeps them beautiful sleeps... few are far.. then you wake up and that sweet dream was nothing but a hidden nightmare...
 
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yxmux

yxmux

👁️‍🗨️
Apr 16, 2024
184
hugs feel weird and invasive. i don't want people (or me myself) to have that much interest in or focus towards me
 
2messdup

2messdup

Enlightened
Feb 10, 2024
1,370
Its it me or sometimes.. ... that you feel like either a good hug from an honest fŕind or a cuddle from some one could make all the pain go away .. even for just a moment.. that moment in time when tou feel content ..and can actually sleep... those sleeps them beautiful sleeps... few are far.. then you wake up and that sweet dream was nothing but a hidden nightmare...
YES. i'll hug you now 🫂:heart:
 
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RadiantNumber

RadiantNumber

Specialist
Mar 2, 2024
358
Big hug for You
 
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Require_love

Awkwardly social due to spicy grey matter
Apr 20, 2025
86
I do. I sometimes crave hugs with every fiber of my being. But it seems like I would never get any, for reasons.....

I don't know. I tried hugging my sister, but she seemed distant. Parents don't hug me. No one does it. Maybe it's a cultural thing or maybe they're all awkward, idk. I've never harmed anyone, so why.... I wonder.

I just feel cold and shiver in those moments of emotional turbulence, hugs feel so safe, so comfortable.... The closest parallel is a corner in the room where I huddle up and sit for sometime.
 
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