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Walilamdzi

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I will always love you with all my heart, more than anything in the world, I'm sorry that things have become too much for me and I will be for ever be grateful that you helped me reach this point in my life. Thinking about my life I have so many beautiful and happy memories and would never want to share my life with anyone else.

I am blessed to have shared my life with you and I never wanted to leave you. I just don't feel strong enough for this world anymore, I'm sorry. I've been trying to get better for a long time, please just know that I am now at rest and at peace and my soul will always be connected to you and love you eternally.

You did everything that was possible to help me and more, I'm so sorry that I'm leaving you.

I love you.
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
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It's a very beautifully written note. I think that whoever is meant to read it will know that you leaving is your choice and not because of anything they did or didn't do. The message is certainly clear enough about that. It must have taken a lot of time to write it because finding the right words is very difficult when trying to explain these kind of things.

I don't know if this means that your bus ride is just around the corner, but I wish you well regardless.
 
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whitetea

do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness
Apr 18, 2020
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Lovely note :heart:
 
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Oh so tired

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Apr 17, 2020
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Very heartfelt. This must have been hard to write :heart:
 
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GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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I think that overall your letter is beautiful and conveys so much love and positivity to the one you're leaving. I read it as if someone I loved had left it for me, knowing that I would recall these words many times over the years. I would feel prompted to think of good memories we'd shared and be glad to have spent so much time with you and to know that my efforts to help had been recognized and appreciated.

The only line that gave me pause was this:

my soul will always be connected to you and love you eternally.

Again, reading it as if it had been written to me, I would feel as if it was not okay to let go and move on when I was ready. Perhaps, if something like this feels true for you, it might be more beneficial to tell this person that you wish for them to heal and recover, and you wish good things for the life they will continue to lead when you are gone.
 
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Walilamdzi

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Mar 21, 2019
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I think that overall your letter is beautiful and conveys so much love and positivity to the one you're leaving. I read it as if someone I loved had left it for me, knowing that I would recall these words many times over the years. I would feel prompted to think of good memories we'd shared and be glad to have spent so much time with you and to know that my efforts to help had been recognized and appreciated.

The only line that gave me pause was this:

my soul will always be connected to you and love you eternally.

Again, reading it as if it had been written to me, I would feel as if it was not okay to let go and move on when I was ready. Perhaps, if something like this feels true for you, it might be more beneficial to tell this person that you wish for them to heal and recover, and you wish good things for the life they will continue to lead when you are gone.
That's a good point, thanks!
 
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