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LastDayOnEarth

LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
446
Me, just ok enough I guess, more than ready to ctb but I've been doing some other things in the meantime
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
557
Still alive and well. Still wish I wasn't alive sometimes, but aside from that I don't have any complaints.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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No matter what I'll always find it so torturous to suffer in this dreadful, terrible and cruel existence and I'll always find it an abomination to exist, to me existence will always be the most terrible mistake that just causes all of this torture, harm and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I always suffer so much from being so cruelly denied the option to never suffer again so finally I can be at peace from this existence that never should had been imposed, I'll just always find it painful to exist, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of being permanently unconscious, all I want is to be free from the torture of existing and never suffer again, non-existence really is all I could see as positive.
 
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beardyoldcorpse

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Jan 4, 2024
37
Not very good…just wish I could flick a switch and be gone! Really hope there isn't an afterlife
 
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thelostautistic

Wizard
Jul 31, 2025
640
I'm not having a great time right now. I feel like I'm on the edge of self destruction. I'm trying to stay sane but it's hard.
 
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Redhand5

Member
Jun 19, 2026
58
Me, just ok enough I guess, more than ready to ctb but I've been doing some other things in the meantime

Same. If blinking fast 6 times would flick the off switch, I'd do it haha. But I'm the meantime I've been staying busy, and disassociating trying to distract myself from the pain and sorrow of my life. Each day has its moments of good draped with the overwhelming grief and sadness.
What have you been up to? Does the sun shine in the valley of your heart or is it all storm clouds?
 
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LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
446
Same. If blinking fast 6 times would flick the off switch, I'd do it haha. But I'm the meantime I've been staying busy, and disassociating trying to distract myself from the pain and sorrow of my life. Each day has its moments of good draped with the overwhelming grief and sadness.
What have you been up to? Does the sun shine in the valley of your heart or is it all storm clouds?
Storm clouds sadly
 

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