How will you be found?

[hangtime1000]

I spend a lot of time thinking about this - but really one of three places - downstairs bathroom, - a hotel room - or tied to one of the trees hidden n the woods behind the cottage. Not sure is the best but I think it depends on who I DO WANT to find me

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

Probably in a bathtub, either that or slumped against a wall with most of my head not where it's supposed to be. That's what I hope, anyway… I also have train tracks next to my house, but I don't want to traumatize anyone. I might hang myself, too. Would you be doing partial or full suspension? Love and peace

 

[hangtime1000]

Probably in a bathtub, either that or slumped against a wall with most of my head not where it's supposed to be. That's what I hope, anyway… I also have train tracks next to my house, but I don't want to traumatize anyone. I might hang myself, too. Would you be doing partial or full suspension? Love and peace

my approach is a partial - fill my head with acetone and have a rope ready to catch me as I pass out

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

my approach is a partial - fill my head with acetone and have a rope ready to catch me as I pass out

Smart- depending on what kind of rope you're using though, being there to press your neck down into the rope is usually more effective and has a much higher chance of working… Not to discount your method of course, just letting you know. Yours should work. Love n peace

 

[hangtime1000]

Smart- depending on what kind of rope you're using though, being there to press your neck down into the rope is usually more effective and has a much higher chance of working… Not to discount your method of course, just letting you know. Yours should work. Love n peace

Well the purpose is to die, so I'd position the rope very tightly to ensure blood doesn't reach my brain. I want hypoxia to be certain

What is your method?

 

[miserabledeath]

Hopefully I'll have already completed deteriorated by the time I'm found

 

[hangtime1000]

I have this dream of me hanging in the woods while a gentle wind swings me a bit. My sweet spot for death

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

If I was going to do hanging, I'd do PSH with guitar cord from a door, with a folded sock or towel or something over either of my cartoids. Get slightly drunk the night of, kneel and press my neck into the cord. should black out in just a couple seconds, and nobody's coming looking for me so I'll have more than enough time to truly die.

I have this dream of me hanging in the woods while a gentle wind swings me a bit. My sweet spot for death

This does sound nice…

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

Laying beside the river and train tracks so someone finds my body by morning. I'd love to wither away deep in the woods, but unfortunately, it would get turned into a blown out of proportion search with police.

The police do extensive searches of any death that crosses their desk… They'll often even take personal suicide notes to people to study them. At least in the U.S. There is no "peaceful death."

 

[Russell1882]

I have this dream of me hanging in the woods while a gentle wind swings me a bit. My sweet spot for death

I'm thinking about doing it this way too, but I'm afraid that I will start panicking that someone may find me too soon and will start acting in a rush and mess things up. I'm just paranoid in this way

That's the advantage of doing it in your own apartment/hotel room - you can take all the time you want.

 

[skyunderthesea]

I spend a lot of time thinking about this - but really one of three places - downstairs bathroom, - a hotel room - or tied to one of the trees hidden n the woods behind the cottage. Not sure is the best but I think it depends on who I DO WANT to find me

Probably by a cop or search and rescuer or something. I'm gonna hang myself deep in the forest but probably not deep enough because I'm too lazy for that. If I do manage to evade the authorities then I'll probably get eaten by vultures or something. I don't want any of my loved ones to be the one to come across the corpse. It'll be a scarring image.

 

[Macedonian1987]

I will be found by an abandoned riverside outside my city. I will throw away the bottle containing the SN into the river after i drink its contents and have just a bottle of plain water next to me. Next to me I will also have my old phone (this phone has no traces of me searching for SN as a method and no sasu web browsing)

 

[hihi2027]

With my brains splattered on the floor and wall.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't see how that could matter as once I no longer exist this dreadful, torturous existence will no longer be my concern, everything will be gone and forgotten for me which is all I hope for, I just want true permanent peace from the terrible mistake of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible, torturous burden, I'd only be so relieved to never suffer again.

 

[jumpingoffpoint]

I think about this a lot too. I try to tell myself it won't be my problem anymore once it's done. I guess it depends what you believe, but I believe there is nothing after this, so, poof! 3 minutes of dying and then peace. And it doesn't matter what shit goes on after that - I, mercifully won't have to know about it. I have also thrown most personal things away so when anyone goes through my stuff they won't be able to stand around reminiscing and pretending they cared or anything. So, bit of column A, bit of column B.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I just want to be found dead on my bed having died in my sleep

 

[Russell1882]

I just want to be found dead on my bed having died in my sleep

Oh boy, what would I give to just fall asleep and never wake up

 

[ctb_warrior]

Oh boy, what would I give to just fall asleep and never wake up

N, SN, CO can give that kind of sleep
SN and CO death will also cause changes to the skin colour.

 

[Russell1882]

N, SN, CO can give that kind of sleep
SN and CO death will also cause changes to the skin colour.

I can buy SN, no idea about N, though - is it even possible to get it now?

 

[imissmycatsomuch]

Realistically, my bed as a disabled person who lives in it. Although multiple reports from people who ingested SN say that they wanted to lay directly on the floor, so possibly that.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I can buy SN, no idea about N, though - is it even possible to get it now?

Yes N is still possible but not that easy just that not impossible. If you can rob a vet clinic, then you can get it or from south america. Mexico no longer has it
Do u have an active SN source? I found some sites but i don't know if they are legit or if after payment they will ask me for a reason

 

[Sprite_Geist]

I hope to never be found - I want to vanish. Though I know that this is hard in this era.

 

[yotaka]

Hopefully I won't be found at all—at least not by humans. I want my body to feed the trees.

 

[fullypneumatic]

It might be in the form of ashes. It's wildfire season here, and I'm not going to abandon my house if one springs up nearby.

 

[watergun88]

N, SN, CO can give that kind of sleep
SN and CO death will also cause changes to the skin colour.

is N mean nitrogen ? like an exit bag right?

 

[Insufficent]

Depends on the mood
Most likely sitting on toilet if I dont want to empty my self all over the floor.
Or hanging from a bridge over a medium sized highway during morning rush hour with an edgy text saying something like "work buy consume die". Or my brains spattered all over a wall of goverment building with sign saying "now you can see what i think of this country".

 

[Green_leaf]

Or my brains spattered all over a wall of goverment building with sign saying "now you can see what i think of this country".

Had thought the same back in the day.

 

[ZwartHartje]

Preferably not found at all. Let the Wilderness take me and keep me forever.

 

[Carrot]

My parents are leaving for 2 weeks. So they coming back would be a terrible surprise. But I'm not sure if I can ctb. I have SN only and that worries me.

 

[valar_morghulis21]

I spend a lot of time thinking about this - but really one of three places - downstairs bathroom, - a hotel room - or tied to one of the trees hidden n the woods behind the cottage. Not sure is the best but I think it depends on who I DO WANT to find me

Probably rotting a lil bit cause I have no one cares and lives in the same city that will look for me