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Sunn Rowan

Sunn Rowan

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See um I got assay 96% pure sn but i dont know how to consume and how much with what to not vomit. And i am non-alcoholic so is there a way to consume it? like eating it with it in milk or smth common. and what other non-prescription meds to take?
and am kinda scared of asthma. i know it makes breathing shallow.. but yeah.. so.
and how much quantity of sn to consume?
 
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Sunn Rowan

Sunn Rowan

The Favourite Child~
Jul 31, 2025
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u
mm thankss and if i open the container, do i have to use it outright, like will it react to oxygen if i try repacking, in case i loose my courage?
 
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Topaz111

I can feel this body in revolt
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mm thankss and if i open the container, do i have to use it outright, like will it react to oxygen if i try repacking, in case i loose my courage?
You can put it back in an airtight container and it will likely still work for at least 3 years. However, if you are storing it long term I would advise you to do an aquarium strip test before using it.
Also don't put it somewhere where it can be exposed to very high or low temperatures.
 
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mm thankss and if i open the container, do i have to use it outright, like will it react to oxygen if i try repacking, in case i loose my courage?
There's also a thread for that. Hopefully it answers the question. 😉
 
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Sunn Rowan

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There's also a thread for that. Hopefully it answers the question. 😉
oh and umm the 1st thread says the purity to be 99%+ but i have 96% pure sn
 
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Sunn Rowan

The Favourite Child~
Jul 31, 2025
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You can put it back in an airtight container and it will likely still work for at least 3 years. However, if you are storing it long term I would advise you to do an aquarium strip test before using it.
Also don't put it somewhere where it can be exposed to very high or low temperatures.
umm what is aquarium strip test?
and i did found all the antiemetics at cheap stakes,
and yea its real, likewise my country sells it cheap
they have some "if you dont have prescription, then talk to a doctor and get the medicine" thingy, but yea i just a bit paranoid... i hope it works smh.. gawsh i scared..
 
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Topaz111

I can feel this body in revolt
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umm what is aquarium strip test?
and i did found all the antiemetics at cheap stakes,
and yea its real, likewise my country sells it cheap
they have some "if you dont have prescription, then talk to a doctor and get the medicine" thingy, but yea i just a bit paranoid... i hope it works smh.. gawsh i scared..
It's explained in the SN Bible thread, it's a way to test the purity of SN using an aquarium test kit which is cheap and accessible.
 
Sunn Rowan

Sunn Rowan

The Favourite Child~
Jul 31, 2025
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It's explained in the SN Bible thread, it's a way to test the purity of SN using an aquarium test kit which is cheap and accessible.
ohh yeah, um am reading that, but if the purity of the sn is written, then do we still need to test? although its a question of death or being in a vegetative state so make sense.
 
meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
364
ohh yeah, um am reading that, but if the purity of the sn is written, then do we still need to test? although its a question of death or being in a vegetative state so make sense.
we russians have a proverb, that can be roughly translated as "theres also written "dick" on the barn, but inside is firewood". trust no one, even yourself, especially when it comes to the questions of life and death, hahaha
 
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Sunn Rowan

Sunn Rowan

The Favourite Child~
Jul 31, 2025
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we russians have a proverb, that can be roughly translated as "theres also written "dick" on the barn, but inside is firewood". trust no one, even yourself, especially when it comes to the questions of life and death, hahaha
T-T i mean could had use better language but okay-
ANYHOW it delays things
gotta buy many stuff
aquarium strip test, antiememtics and sedatives(maybe)
 
meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
364
T-T i mean could had use better language but okay-
ANYHOW it delays things
gotta buy many stuff
aquarium strip test, antiememtics and sedatives(maybe)
🤭🤭🤭

but if you bought your sn in a trusted shop (like the one who sells chemical reagents) you might skip the test part. i personally didnt tested my sn, because i was so impatient to use it while i still have my determination. and my sn was just fine (my attempt had failed because i am a pussy 😭😭😭)

or you can also test sn with a drop of your blood (sn makes it brown)
 
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Sunn Rowan

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🤭🤭🤭

but if you bought your sn in a trusted shop (like the one who sells chemical reagents) you might skip the test part. i personally didnt tested my sn, because i was so impatient to use it while i still have my determination. and my sn was just fine (my attempt had failed because i am a pussy 😭😭😭)

or you can also test sn with a drop of your blood (sn makes it brown)
oh yeah- i buyed from a verified chemical store trusted for years- and tbh yk its not paint that might stop me or you, idk but i think it's just death isnt smth we ever experienced, death is and is like future, its uncertain for wherever it leads. ppl are scared of pain or else death is not better in terms of scariness as is future.. and while i do have 96% assay pure.. um lemme just show yaa
 

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🤭🤭🤭

but if you bought your sn in a trusted shop (like the one who sells chemical reagents) you might skip the test part. i personally didnt tested my sn, because i was so impatient to use it while i still have my determination. and my sn was just fine (my attempt had failed because i am a pussy 😭😭😭)

or you can also test sn with a drop of your blood (sn makes it brown)
how so? did you ingest less than the amount they recommend? because it's kinda hard for SN attempts to don't work...
 
meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
364
oh yeah- i buyed from a verified chemical store trusted for years- and tbh yk its not paint that might stop me or you, idk but i think it's just death isnt smth we ever experienced, death is and is like future, its uncertain for wherever it leads. ppl are scared of pain or else death is not better in terms of scariness as is future.. and while i do have 96% assay pure.. um lemme just show yaa
yeah, it should be fine then. but a test wont hurt, just to be 100% sure
how so? did you ingest less than the amount they recommend? because it's kinda hard for SN attempts to don't work...
yeah, im a coward 😭😭😭 i just couldnt ingest 25 g. came up with the idea that "im not going to kill myself, ill just try a little". so i took only 2 g. the process took much longer and i was found 😭😭😭
 
Sunn Rowan

Sunn Rowan

The Favourite Child~
Jul 31, 2025
17
yeah, it should be fine then. but a test wont hurt, just to be 100% sure

yeah, im a coward 😭😭😭 i just couldnt ingest 25 g. came up with the idea that "im not going to kill myself, ill just try a little". so i took only 2 g. the process took much longer and i was found 😭😭😭
UM WHAT IF I CANT GET THE ANTIEMETICS?? are there any non-prescription options??
Ah, >95% is what works.
 
meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
364
UM WHAT IF I CANT GET THE ANTIEMETICS??
treat what i say with a grain of salt (literally, haha). but i think that 25 g is an overkill. i took 2 g and ended up in the icu. so i think that something like 10 g would be enough to ctb. the process would be slower, but i think thats ok. and the lesser you take, the lower are chances of vomiting. when i took 2 g i didnt feel any nausea at all
 
Sunn Rowan

Sunn Rowan

The Favourite Child~
Jul 31, 2025
17
treat what i say with a grain of salt (literally, haha). but i think that 25 g is an overkill. i took 2 g and ended up in the icu. so i think that something like 10 g would be enough to ctb. the process would be slower, but i think thats ok. and the lesser you take, the lower are chances of vomiting. when i took 2 g i didnt feel any nausea at all
SEE my weight is 55kgs and acc to the sn bible my required dosage would be 18 g, but acc to google even 6g is enough to kill a person. But umm mustnt there be sm alternatives to prescription meds??
 
meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
364
SEE my weight is 55kgs and acc to the sn bible my required dosage would be 18 g, but acc to google even 6g is enough to kill a person. But umm mustnt there be sm alternatives to prescription meds??
antiemetics are strictly prescription meds? uh... in my country you can buy them anytime you want. im no doctor, so i cant really give any meds advices 😭😭😭 but according to my experience i would say that even low dosage (like 6 g) can kill a person. i almost died when i took only 2 g. and i recall another ss member, who took 7 g, had cardiac arrest and was in coma

and also please reconsider 🙏🙏🙏 have you tried getting professional help? sorry for this prolife bullshit, haha
 
Sunn Rowan

Sunn Rowan

The Favourite Child~
Jul 31, 2025
17
antiemetics are strictly prescription meds? uh... in my country you can buy them anytime you want. im no doctor, so i cant really give any meds advices 😭😭😭 but according to my experience i would say that even low dosage (like 6 g) can kill a person. i almost died when i took only 2 g. and i recall another ss member, who took 7 g, had cardiac arrest and was in coma

and also please reconsider 🙏🙏🙏 have you tried getting professional help? sorry for this prolife bullshit, haha
oh dw i have reconsidered it enough times. so yeah. anyways, i get it, okayy thanks
 
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