How to overcome SI when jumping

[meddle]

is there really no other way? jumping is terrifying indeed. i personally know that i could never jump

 

[T22222222]

is there really no other way? jumping is terrifying indeed. i personally know that i could never jump

yeah it really is.. im not sure i'll be able to go through with it either but it's the only way available to me i think

 

[mayachcos]

oh nice, hello fellow Singapore resident! yeah i understand that.. i mean the location i found in itself is a bit public but the place where i suppose id land if i fall is relatively isolated if that makes sense. can share the location on pm (someone recommended me to not say the location on public threads)

Sure, im not sure if I can pm yet as I'm new? I'm still a long ways to go from truly being free and CTB (I'm still considering other methods) but jumping is definitely up there for how easy and guaranteed it seems

 

[hearthewind]

I got to say SI is a b**ch, I attempted two times before, once I had a cup of SN in front of me, and I have taken domeperidone and followed my regime. But when it came to take SN I just could not do it. I am not afraid or anything, it is just pure SI, I don't want to take the drug. I actually did try jumping some time after, also I cannot make myself make the jump.

Another time I tried hanging, I actually find that kicking the chair underneath you is easier than drinking SN or jumping. However that time my wife happened to come home from work early and discovered me.

 

[Ixio]

where are you from if you don't mind me asking?

Im from Canada, I think they're erecting a bunch more bridge barriers this year, so I'll probably do it in the near future.

Once I get all my affairs squared away (ie paying off debt, closing subscription, etc) so my family doesn't have to deal with anything, ill down a bottle of whiskey and just jump

 

[T22222222]

Sure, im not sure if I can pm yet as I'm new? I'm still a long ways to go from truly being free and CTB (I'm still considering other methods) but jumping is definitely up there for how easy and guaranteed it seems

i see i see

I got to say SI is a b**ch, I attempted two times before, once I had a cup of SN in front of me, and I have taken domeperidone and followed my regime. But when it came to take SN I just could not do it. I am not afraid or anything, it is just pure SI, I don't want to take the drug. I actually did try jumping some time after, also I cannot make myself make the jump.

Another time I tried hanging, I actually find that kicking the chair underneath you is easier than drinking SN or jumping. However that time my wife happened to come home from work early and discovered me.

yeah SI really just sucks, i'm sorry you're going through this as well
with hanging, im just afraid i wont get the knot correct tbh

 

[RiftbornVeil]

I've considered jumping out of a plane with no parachute as a means of CTB, but I don't know where I'd even get access to a plane. I'd have to sign up for some skydiving experience and then I'd probably have to like, take my parachute off and jump out of the plane before getting caught.

Probably so, yes. I've considered this route, but I'm not sure if it would be reliable, seeing that most of these skydiving experiences have so many stringent safety requirements. You make a strong point.

 

[Non_suicidal]

I'd suggest hanging off the ledge, past the railing, and getting really high, like with weed, or other drugs, until you either blackout or just slip and fall off.

 

[T22222222]

I'd suggest hanging off the ledge, past the railing, and getting really high, like with weed, or other drugs, until you either blackout or just slip and fall off.

once i climb the railing there's no ledge, it's a straight fall down

 

[Non_suicidal]

once i climb the railing there's no ledge, it's a straight fall down

Then I would either recommend hanging off the railing or laying down beneath the railing, slightly off of the edge.

 

[Ixio]

Im kind of worried about people seeing me trying to climb the railing and rushing to stop me. I'll try to mitigate the chances of that by going around 2-3am just to make sure no one would be by the bridge.

 

[uselessmanz]

Im kind of worried about people seeing me trying to climb the railing and rushing to stop me. I'll try to mitigate the chances of that by going around 2-3am just to make sure no one would be by the bridge.

Hope you find peace

 

[Ixio]

Hope you find peace

Brother, I'm way past trying to find peace.

I just want it to end

 

[uselessmanz]

Brother, I'm way past trying to find peace.

I just want it to end

I think that's peace.

 

[Ixio]

I think that's peace.

I hope so

 

[a-lien]

maybe count to 5, and jump on 3, (or count to 3, and jump on 2, so to trick it out ..
But not sure if this works, but I think I've heard of that..?!

Or hear some music, sometimes there a good songs, where I really want to jump, at a specific point of the song... (sry, for bad english ;D)

 

[uselessmanz]

maybe count to 5, and jump on 3, (or count to 3, and jump on 2, so to trick it out ..
But not sure if this works, but I think I've heard of that..?!

Or hear some music, sometimes there a good songs, where I really want to jump, at a specific point of the song... (sry, for bad english ;D)

i think alcohol inebritation in a safe space is the key