dontletthembribeyou
autistic girlfailure
- Mar 4, 2025
- 71
It's really important to me than when I CTB, no obituary is made nor funeral held for me because there are certain people who I really wouldn't want to find out I'm dead. I figure the best way to ensure privacy is to make it look like I'm not dead at all. My plan so far is:
1. Be on my best behavior for a few months, show no signs of mental health struggles (pretty doable since I live alone)
2. Leave a note at my parents' house informing them that I've left town for good and not to contact me because I want nothing to do with them
3. Take a bus (don't want to be identified by my car) to a coast
4. Buy a firearm and an inflatable raft
5. Go to a remote beach at night, take the raft out as far as I can go
6. Exit raft and shoot myself so that my body sinks, decreasing the chances of being found
What do you think? Is this too far fetched? Might I have better luck in a cave? Or is there some way I can bury myself alive?
Edit: In light of what others have brought up in the replies, I accept that the raft thing is completely impractical. My new plan is to possibly find a bridge to jump off, wearing ankle weights to make sure I sink. I might tell my family in person that I'm moving abroad and either send automated emails or maybe pay someone on here to correspond with them for me? Since I won't need to worry about money where I'm going lol
1. Be on my best behavior for a few months, show no signs of mental health struggles (pretty doable since I live alone)
2. Leave a note at my parents' house informing them that I've left town for good and not to contact me because I want nothing to do with them
3. Take a bus (don't want to be identified by my car) to a coast
4. Buy a firearm and an inflatable raft
5. Go to a remote beach at night, take the raft out as far as I can go
6. Exit raft and shoot myself so that my body sinks, decreasing the chances of being found
What do you think? Is this too far fetched? Might I have better luck in a cave? Or is there some way I can bury myself alive?
Edit: In light of what others have brought up in the replies, I accept that the raft thing is completely impractical. My new plan is to possibly find a bridge to jump off, wearing ankle weights to make sure I sink. I might tell my family in person that I'm moving abroad and either send automated emails or maybe pay someone on here to correspond with them for me? Since I won't need to worry about money where I'm going lol
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