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Roadkill

Experienced
Dec 25, 2018
247
The fear of failure is stopping me from CTB... My methods would be long drop hanging or a shotgun to the head, but the fear of failure is too much to overcome... I have seen pics of people who survived hangings and shotgun blasts to the head, and they aren't pretty... Is there any way to get over this, I really want to die ASAP
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
I'm using poisoning. Very passive hoping it'll be easier
 
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lululoo

Mage
Dec 15, 2018
558
The fear of failure is stopping me from CTB... My methods would be long drop hanging or a shotgun to the head, but the fear of failure is too much to overcome... I have seen pics of people who survived hangings and shotgun blasts to the head, and they aren't pretty... Is there any way to get over this, I really want to die ASAP
Long drop seems trickier and scarier than other hanging options. Unless you just mean full suspension.
 
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Edrudd

Edrudd

Student
Feb 24, 2019
105
The fear of failure gets way bigger when you already fail. Me personally no fucking way I can fail. Right know I am recovering from psych meds and want to kill myself because of their damage. If I fail I will be on more psych meds and will want to kill my self even more
 
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Psilo

Arcanist
Dec 29, 2018
482
You can't unfortunately, survival instinct in written in the DNA of every living being! You can't cheat that!
 
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throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,452
You have a shotgun?!?!?!??

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