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sad_doll

sad_doll

dolly
Nov 7, 2024
9
i want to be taken seriously. my thought is overdosing, but not really enough to kill me, just to be taken to the hospital. scare tactic, i guess. i know it's shitty of me but I can't stand it. i only have access to regular store-bought medications. what can i take to put me in the hospital with minimal lifelong damage?
 
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ZeroRedz02

ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
421
i want to be taken seriously. my thought is overdosing, but not really enough to kill me, just to be taken to the hospital. scare tactic, i guess. i know it's shitty of me but I can't stand it. i only have access to regular store-bought medications. what can i take to put me in the hospital with minimal lifelong damage?
I think overdosing is the most painful thing that could happen to our body, literally i was having a bad time with "Akatisia" which it's really.. a Bad feeling about the body which literally you don't even need to overdose to get that symptom and it is only a symptom, not the entire thing itself.. you will have a bad time with maybe your legs that need to move constantly even if you don't want to do it, you will be pushed to do it by your brain that feeling along is already something that is very bad atleast for me.
 
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nettspend

nettspend

I imagine Icarus laughing as he falls
Jun 23, 2026
74
Do you want to end up in a psych ward?
 
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peacebenow

Too much has happened.
Apr 26, 2026
561
Are you sure you want to do this ? Maybe take more time about other ways to achieve your goal here of being taken seriously.
 
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BradGuy123

Arcanist
Jul 6, 2025
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I've read posts about people who have been in psych wards and most of them say it is not a pleasant experience
 
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sad_doll

sad_doll

dolly
Nov 7, 2024
9
Do you want to end up in a psych ward?
if that's what needs to happen, so be it i guess.
Are you sure you want to do this ? Maybe take more time about other ways to achieve your goal here of being taken seriously.
I don't know what else to do. ive been like this for years and it's hard. ive tried to talk about it and i keep being dismissed
I've read posts about people who have been in psych wards and most of them say it is not a pleasant experience
I don't necessarily want to go to a mental hospital, that's not what i meant.
 
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nettspend

nettspend

I imagine Icarus laughing as he falls
Jun 23, 2026
74
if that's what needs to happen, so be it i guess.
I don't know which country you're in, but where I live they will put you there if you just state that you are actively planning to kill yourself. That would be a preferable alternative compared to overdosing on some random OTC medication. Do you have a psychiatrist or therapist?
 
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sad_doll

sad_doll

dolly
Nov 7, 2024
9
I don't know which country you're in, but where I live they will put you there if you just state that you are actively planning to kill yourself. That would be a preferable alternative compared to overdosing on some random OTC medication. Do you have a psychiatrist or therapist?
ive looked, and i think in my area they won't put me in unless im in immediate danger. I don't have either of those, and I don't have access to one, unfortunately.
 
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nettspend

nettspend

I imagine Icarus laughing as he falls
Jun 23, 2026
74
ive looked, and i think in my area they won't put me in unless im in immediate danger. I don't have either of those, and I don't have access to one, unfortunately.
Actively planning to hurt yourself usually counts as immediate danger. It might be wise to at least reach out and be completely honest about your intentions to hurt yourself; that usually gets the ball rolling. In any case I really hope you don't overdose on aspirin, benadryl or any other common OTC medications. These overdoses will land you in the hospital, but will also cause incredible physical and psychological distress that will only worsen your already difficult situation.
 
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Z0002

Z0002

I miss you
Jun 23, 2026
37
If you're feeling lonely we can talk, I don't think I can help tho. Hope you'll find your happpines
 
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sad_doll

sad_doll

dolly
Nov 7, 2024
9
Actively planning to hurt yourself usually counts as immediate danger. It might be wise to at least reach out and be completely honest about your intentions to hurt yourself; that usually gets the ball rolling. In any case I really hope you don't overdose on aspirin, benadryl or any other common OTC medications. These overdoses will land you in the hospital, but will also cause incredible physical and psychological distress that will only worsen your already difficult situation.
ill try to find another solution before i do. thank you for your help
If you're feeling lonely we can talk, I don't think I can help tho. Hope you'll find your happpines
that might be nice, actually
 
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