How to gain a courage?

[mateo1234]

I am not handy man, I suffer for mixed anxiety-depression disorder for years and I decided to CTB. I would like to ask question in the tittle. I was in front of train, but I just can not. I am thinking about FSH or Partial, but I am not handy as I said. And my courage is very small. Also I was thinking about CO providet by charcoal, but it is so uncertainly. Any advice? Thanks

 

[StaticCryBabye]

I've been struggling this for awhile now and im sorry to bring it up to you man, but there really isn't some magic way to suddenly find the courage to do it, especially with CTB. If I had anything to suggest, I'd probably say just stick with partial for now as what I've been doing since it's probably the most comfortable one and the easiest one to do (at least for me) you can also do a few test runs and experiment with it to sort of get used to it or get comfortable with it. Hope you're doing okay and always take ur time.

 

[endlesschatter]

I am not handy man, I suffer for mixed anxiety-depression disorder for years and I decided to CTB. I would like to ask question in the tittle. I was in front of train, but I just can not. I am thinking about FSH or Partial, but I am not handy as I said. And my courage is very small. Also I was thinking about CO providet by charcoal, but it is so uncertainly. Any advice? Thanks

Dying is not easy and needs research and experimentation. See what's available to you and experiment with what you've and perfect your method so you can be sure that when you ctb, it will work

 

[mateo1234]

Už nejaký čas s tým bojujem a prepáč, že ti to spomínam, ale naozaj neexistuje nejaký magický spôsob, ako zrazu nájsť odvahu to urobiť, najmä s CTB. Keby som mal niečo navrhnúť, asi by som povedal, aby si zatiaľ zostal pri čiastočnom, pretože to robím ja, pretože je to asi najpohodlnejšie a najjednoduchšie na vykonanie (aspoň pre mňa). Môžeš si tiež urobiť pár skúšobných jázd a experimentovať s tým, aby si si na to zvykol alebo sa s tým cítil pohodlne. Dúfam, že sa ti darí a vždy si nájdi čas.

Thanks mate. what about place? I live near by forest, hill area. D u think it is possible to do partial with help of some tree branch? I did not find anything about PH in exterier here, only in interior ( bar in case and simillar). sorry for my english

Dying is not easy and needs research and experimentation. See what's available to you and experiment with what you've and perfect your method so you can be sure that when you ctb, it will work

I am thinking about partial hang, but I can not find something here how to do in nature, Iive near by forest. Thanks

 

[StaticCryBabye]

Thanks mate. what about place? I live near by forest, hill area. D u think it is possible to do partial with help of some tree branch? I did not find anything about PH in exterier here, only in interior ( bar in case and simillar). sorry for my english

I don't really recommend the outside, as it's probably more complicated to do it in a forest area since you'll have to pick a proper tree with branches that actually have the right height and strength, and I can only imagine how much of a hassle that is. One of the pros I like about partial method is that I can easily set up at home and just go on with the test runs. Id recommend just sticking to your place or anything similar since you got more stuff closer to you than a forest area. Aside from that, I don't really have much advice to give.

 

[mateo1234]

Neodporúčam robiť to vonku, pretože v lesnej oblasti je to pravdepodobne zložitejšie, keďže si budete musieť vybrať správny strom s konármi, ktoré majú správnu výšku a pevnosť, a viem si len predstaviť, aká je to komplikácia. Jednou z výhod, ktoré sa mi na čiastočnej metóde páčia, je, že si ju môžem jednoducho nastaviť doma a jednoducho pokračovať v testovacích jazdách. Odporúčam vám držať sa svojho miesta alebo niečoho podobného, keďže máte viac vecí bližšie k sebe ako v lesnej oblasti. Okrem toho vám veľa rád nedám.

mám deti a ženu, nemôžem spôsobiť traumu, tak že ma zbadajú doma..Preto som sa to pýtal. Potom jedine plné zavesenie..keď les.

 

[darksoul999]

The moment the pain overrides the will to live... peace awaits

 

[curiousbeing]

The moment the pain overrides the will to live... peace awaits

yes. I am almost done with life . This quote is true: "When your time comes, you will know it"

 

[darksoul999]

yes. I am almost done with life . This quote is true: "When your time comes, you will know it"

I agree, i plan on possibly going in September. I just can't do this another year. I come from a good family which has held me back from actually following through..

I just want peace, they will have to understand.