Discussion How to build up the courage?

[loser4ever4life]

As the day comes closer, of my planned ctb, I'm finding it harder to stomach the reality of what I'm about to do. I feel as if I have no choice, it's the only way. I've been practicing and I'm worried SI might take over when I go for it on the day of or that I'll chicken out, but I need to do this. Any advice (besides booze) to help steel my nerves to go through with this?

I need to do this, it's what's best for me, I just need some help with the follow through.

 

[EmptyBottle]

You always have choices, even when there are limited ones.
For example, you can choose what links to click, whether to try and change a thought, entertain a thought, etc.
The reality of the one way bus is indeed a scary one. I almost got on it, though thanks to some errors, I am here and able to offer a listening ear.