i seriously need to kill myself. but im too numb to even be able to imagine killing myself. no one will be surprised once i kill myself. not a single doctor, psychologist, "friend", family member, no one. but suicide is too scary, and the "support system" has made me too "comfortable". i tried leaving it, didnt help. what the fuck do i do
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jram
New Member
- Feb 13, 2026
- 3
I feel the same, these are probably the only reasons why I am still alive.
ireallywasnttogopls
Member
- Oct 8, 2023
- 61
its far from easy
suicide is probably one of the most couragest acts a human can do, it goes against our nature, our body's one and only goal is to survive
OnMyLast Legs
Too many regrets
- Oct 29, 2024
- 1,249
It's incredibly difficult practically. The mental difficulty I think flows from that. I think most of us could accept a "go to sleep and don't wake up" death by drugs if it were certain.
a4001
Waste of Skin
- Oct 26, 2025
- 41
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