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eduardo

Born a Loser
Aug 17, 2021
44
I myself am 24 years old and I'm very curious to know how old people are here.

if you do not like to tell your exact age you can tell your age in a range. for example between 20 and 25 if you are 24.
 
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Elvira

Member
Jul 29, 2021
12
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everydayiloveyou

Arcanist
Jul 5, 2020
490
I turn 22 in a couple weeks
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

ā€œYe shall be as gods..šŸŽ šŸā€
Jun 22, 2021
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Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
Today I feel like an octogenarian
 
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apathetic.

Shy
Aug 22, 2021
109
20
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,629
I'm 20. The worst part about being this age, is that I could potentially have many decades of life left if I do not ctb.
 
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Lmd

Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
I'm 20. The worst part about being this age, is that I could potentially have many decades of life left if I do not ctb.
Luckily, if you have trashy habits (only fast food, don't do exercise, weird sleep schedule...) You don't see that clearly when you are around 30
 
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zi99

Member
Feb 23, 2020
95
24
 
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aviation

aviation

It's time to go home.
Jul 30, 2021
127
25, in terms of body age.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
I'm ancient. I'm the reincarnation of Adam & Eve's first homosexual son, the world's first antinatalist hero!
 
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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
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celan

Member
May 1, 2021
99
28. I feel ashamed for not killing myself earlier. I think I won't survive this year, that's for sure, but I feel miserable for being suicidal for 10 years and all I achieved was one failed attempt.
 
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i want peace

Member
Aug 29, 2021
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deadverysoon

so f****ing ready
Aug 19, 2021
216
32
 
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Serio

Member
Feb 24, 2020
84
18 will b turning 19 this school year unless I die lmao
 
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forgotten15

Specialist
Aug 24, 2021
332
30. Never thought I'd get this far, but here I am still…
 
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Snake of Eden

ā€œYe shall be as gods..šŸŽ šŸā€
Jun 22, 2021
2,472
I'm 20. The worst part about being this age, is that I could potentially have many decades of life left if I do not ctb.
You are only 20. It must really suck to think you have a long life ahead of you. I hope something changes and you find peace in this life or after
 
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MeltedJello

My brain is a liquid mess.
Aug 18, 2021
2,213
Recently turned 21. My goal was to ctb before 21 but sadly I failed a few attempts from survival instinct. New goal is to die before 22.
 
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LooksAtMoonDog

Too Long in the Wasteland
Nov 10, 2020
719
60+
 
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ihatemylife

Student
Jul 14, 2021
140
I'm 46. I'm probably the minority in the group since my wanting to CTB is due to a condition I developed in my mid thirties which causes me chronic pain and disability. I never wanted to CTB when I was healthy. I always was aware of how lucky I was to be healthy and figured I could handle anything as long as I had my health. I am really surprised how many people on here are so young (20's and younger). It seems like there are so many young people these days who are so unhappy. Maybe I am just more aware now but it didn't seem to be that way when I was that age. Its really very sad and concerning. I think this world is just getting worse and worse in every way imaginable.
 
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LucieInTheDark

LucieInTheDark

Menhera girl
Aug 3, 2021
70
22
I don't know what I want, I wish I could heal but I simply do not have the means to do so, I can't avoid but think I will CTB this year or next year
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
Between 40 & 55yrs old!!!
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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32.
 
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AtMostOkay

Screw your courage to the sticking place.
Jun 29, 2021
926
57. Ancient to most of you. I've held on a long time.
 
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Amacko

Member
Aug 27, 2021
17
I will be turning 23 next month, I'd rather not reach that age
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
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20
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
34:(:(:(:(;(;(;(
 
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