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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
I was like 3 hours yesterday.
 
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L I F E T O L O S E

L I F E T O L O S E

only you can stop the evil
Sep 18, 2020
473
1 day maybe,but I was here before registration.
 
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Deafsn0w

Deafsn0w

I will buy you a dog if you like my posts
Sep 4, 2018
2,488
All day everyday. I have nothing else to do.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
At least 4 hrs a day
 
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Valon

Valon

Member
Sep 14, 2020
70
A few hours a day maybe. It's nice seeing other people as miserable as me.
 
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BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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Apr 8, 2020
1,634
Lately, most of my day is spent on here.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,561
Maybe an hour a day
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
Probably like 1-2 hours a day, most of the time i just like to read through stories from others
 
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schopenh

schopenh

Specialist
Oct 21, 2019
385
A few minutes here and there. Maybe a grand total of 30 mins to an hour some days. I associate S.S. with my proximity to CTB. Any time I'm online here it's because in the preceding moments I have thought about CTBing.
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
It varies. Lately I've been spending many hours.
 
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nitroautnz

nitroautnz

Specialist
Sep 11, 2020
361
Since I join, on my phone through the day and few hours in the evening. Depend the amount of post too.
 
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voidman

voidman

emptiness —> nothingness
Sep 15, 2020
217
I feel quite guilty about it, but I stay on here for most of the day.
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
quite alot of hours, the time seems to go really quickly. I think i'm addicted:heh:
 
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Sinkinshyp

Sinkinshyp

Paragon
Sep 7, 2020
947
I'm on most of the day reading, posting, replying etc... as Deafsn0w said nothing else to do.
 
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Shinkansen

Shinkansen

life is pain
Jul 14, 2020
615
it depends, but usually about 3 hours a day, I don't speak English very well so I have a bit of difficulty writing here, otherwise I would stay a lot longer.
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
935
I feel quite guilty about it, but I stay on here for most of the day.

Me too. I don't enjoy anything. This is all I can relate to.
 
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Mooshi

Mooshi

Across space and across time, I will be there.
Jan 13, 2020
206
I used to spend about 3 hours on here everyday, however I don't spend that much time on here anymore even if I'd like too..
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
when i first joined, i'd spend an hour or two on the site. now, i only spend up to an hour. maybe an hour and a half it it's a boring day.
 
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Nephthys22

Nephthys22

Member
Aug 16, 2020
34
A couple hours a day. Its comforting to have like minded people who understand what SI feels like. Plus being here has been very informative, I have learned things I did not know prior to coming here. I think its really helped me to reach a sense of calm and ease some of my anxiety.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Off and on throughout the day. I tend to leave the page open since my iPad is always with me anyway.
 
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Rue89

Rue89

Visionary
Feb 10, 2020
2,726
I don't know exactly, but many hours everyday.
 
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SnowWhite

SnowWhite

Semi-Professional Disappointment
Jan 16, 2020
154
Probably about 5/6 hours a week.
I'm not really good at being social :ahhha:
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
922
It varies. I don't wan't to use my phone when I visit this site so somedays I'm unable to log on.
 
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Tasdevil

Tasdevil

Student
Jan 20, 2020
115
A few hours per week but when I first joined I would spend almost all day reading posts.
 
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Blueman

Blueman

Student
Aug 13, 2020
171
Hours a day. Joined last month, disabled account twice in the first 10 days as didn't want to be here. Now I'm hooked and have so much time as I'm not working and lack of concentration stops me from reading books.
I don't like being here(despite meeting nice people)as am 55 and have never been suicidal or even depressed until earlier this year but this is my new life
 
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mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

Visionary
Apr 2, 2020
2,399
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
Just about 24/7. I work nights so I'm on here from about 1am to 7-8pm.
 
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AMG44

Member
Sep 12, 2020
49
About 30-45mins a day
 
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