throwaway123
Hell0
- Aug 5, 2018
- 1,446
what's the point. Why suffer any longer.....
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I hear things get better with age. You learn to cope with things better. So I'm hoping things will get better, even though up until now they've gotten worse.
This sounds like a reason to kill myself ASAP to make sure I don't get complacent with my shitty life as I age.
A lot? I will probably continue to procrastinate till new year's eve (my deadline) then panic, get drunk, wake up the next day thinking "fuck, it happened again..." and "well, it's pointless to attempt now, gotta wait till next year".
And so on, even tho I know, I fucking know that I have to end this bullshit ASAP.
And so on, even tho I know, I fucking know that I have to end this bullshit ASAP.
throwaway123
Hell0
- Aug 5, 2018
- 1,446
I've been like this for years hoping that it would end soon come to an end. I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe impulse really matters.
DF90
Experienced
- Mar 18, 2018
- 275
Although I am miserable a lot of the time, there are still aspects, people, and things in my life that I enjoy. I am in the category of wanting and trying to get better. So, I plan to continue on until all the enjoyment and hope are gone.
A lot; probably decades, I can't die and I can't solve it. This is not my choice, I can't do anything! This is not my fault!
akosineenee
Invisible idiot
- Aug 22, 2018
- 223
Then you are braver than most of us. These days I rarely see any joy in life. There are moments, little things--mostly my rescue cats.
akosineenee
Invisible idiot
- Aug 22, 2018
- 223
Nope. I heard that before too. They should really stop telling people that. Maturity isn't dependent on age; and maturity doesn't guarantee happiness either--only complacency as CRM stated.
akosineenee
Invisible idiot
- Aug 22, 2018
- 223
Hey you're date is almost close to mine. I'm thinking before or during January 5.
DF90
Experienced
- Mar 18, 2018
- 275
akosineenee
Invisible idiot
- Aug 22, 2018
- 223
Five. The five good things in my life right now. Then there's the stray cats I can't seem to stop feeding. Come and go as they pleases.
weedoge
Banned
- Jul 12, 2018
- 1,525
I got two cats living in my bedroom and seeing them get more comfortable as time went on and now seeing them play fighting and lounging around looking like the most comfy cats ever is so nice. Taking care of little animals is so nice when you're feeling like shit. (except when they wake you up in the night for some reason or another lol)
DF90
Experienced
- Mar 18, 2018
- 275
Deivis
Seul contre tous
- Jul 23, 2018
- 235
I'm not an old f**ck, but based on observation, I'd say there is only **one** thing that improves with age:
You'll grow thicker and stronger hair in your nose and ears. Full stop. :)
MortDeVivre
"If a battle cannot be won, do not fight it."
- May 31, 2018
- 140
Probably in the next year, I don't want to drag it out much longer for myself or my family. I'm supposed to go to hospital but because I've tried almost all treatments I feel like it's a waste of time. Bad attitude going in, but I think it's reasonable given my history. If I see any hope or signs of improvement I may last longer but for some reason i think I've crossed the line of no return. Sooner or later I have to end it.
