Celerity
shape without form, shade without colour
- Jan 24, 2021
- 2,811
I maybe have 1, but she's flaky AF.
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obedear
- Feb 27, 2021
- 1,469
And it's been like that for as far as I can remember. But lil by lil I've come to accept it. The most I would ever want in life is one but....I'm afraid that might disturb my future ctb plans.
BornofDust
Student
- Dec 11, 2020
- 132
Absolutely 0. All of them didn't wanna deal with me anymore and or never liked me in the first place. I pretty much only talk to people here nowadays.
signifying nothing
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- Sep 13, 2020
- 2,553
2 - One that I catch up with a few times a year and one on long term stand by, last seen/comm'd with over a year ago.
Celerity
shape without form, shade without colour
- Jan 24, 2021
- 2,811
WornOutLife
マット
- Mar 22, 2020
- 7,183
Surprisingly, I still have one! We don't talk too much about ctb but everytime we do, we just have fun and even laugh at it because he also thinks that life is sh*t.
He's my only friend and also my student! (a great one btw)
Bootleg Astolfo
Glorious Bean Plushie
- Oct 12, 2020
- 1,100
IRL, none, online a handfull (by the standarts to which you can consider someone a true friend online lol)
Dr Iron Arc
Into the Unknown
- Feb 10, 2020
- 21,407
I've actually got lots of friends, though there are very few I truly relate to though but I can still count on the rest in other ways even though a lot of them hate each other yet they all act very pro-lifey.
Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
- Jul 1, 2020
- 7,029
3....4 if we're including my husband because happiness is being married to your best friend and I do love him and he does make me happy.
My ex that's been silently beside me for years and more knowingly beside me these past few years (would have been nice if he told me sooner
). A friend I met online, she's like family and I can't wait for covid to be over so we can meet and hang out. And a friend.... They're a couple friends, like couple dates kind of thing. She needs me right now and I know this but I've got my own shit and I just can't.... I wish I could be but I can't even handle the 'good morning' from my grampy... I feel like a horrible friend/granddaughter/wife
Carrotcake
Experienced
- Nov 27, 2019
- 265
I used to have lovely friends. And I know that if I were to contact them, even after years of radio silence, they would welcome me with open arms. But I think it's best for everyone that I am isolated. So, zero.
BeansOfRequirement
Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
- Jan 26, 2021
- 5,839
I only have SS friends. Met one yesterday was great.
WhatDoesTheFoxSay?
Hold your head high, and your middle finger higher
- Dec 25, 2020
- 1,171
Only you, my SS fellows! Finding a haven for like-minded individuals is the best thing that has ever happened to my life. However, if this is real-life we're talking about, then I've got absolutely no one. I'm strangely comfortable with it, though.Last edited:
Sprite_Geist
NULL
- May 27, 2020
- 1,696
Genuine friends that are close? Virtually none; not anymore, and not for a long time - we are not on good terms, or rather no terms at all. Attempts were made get back in contact with others that were once close, and it was actually successful. The issue is that those friendships are not as strong as they were, and at this point they seem superficial since communication is rare even still. Plus they seemed to have moved on anyway.
The only few people that I have in my life right now - real life - are acquaintances, and this might sound horrible but I do not want them to know me personally. I only see them because I do not have a choice. I am surrounded by people that I have absoloutely no connection to, it is like being alone in a crowd - like a ghost.
signifying nothing
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- Sep 13, 2020
- 2,553
In some ways it can hurt more having friends than not. It has taken me many years to get to the point of not feeling a tearing sensation in my guts from hearing about what my friends have been doing with their lives whilst I have been able to do so little with mine.
Breakout92
Student
- Mar 10, 2021
- 107
Two in real life. I've known the one since we were born basically and we are practically siblings. I've known the other since high school.
It's a very surface level friendship. I haven't talked to either of them in months. We just meet up once in a while and go to the bar and chat about surface level stuff in life and then go our separate ways. I do still consider them genuine friends, but i wish it was somehow more genuine than it is.
I have a few online friends too, but those are quite different.
eclipse
Member
- Apr 14, 2021
- 38
I had friends but I stopped having them. I also cut ties with all online friends (thankfully that's easier than in real life). Having any ties to anyone became just too much of a burden.
Awww the number of zeroes is heartbreaking.
I wish I could give you all a big hug IRL.
eclipse
Member
- Apr 14, 2021
- 38
In my case, please don't feel sorry. I feel better since I isolated myself. It improved my quality of life, so to speak.
UterEntonaur
Specialist
- Aug 17, 2020
- 340
I'd say about 5 that I'm really/genuinely close with and I talk to most of them at least once a day (some know each other).
But saying that, none of them know that I'm planning to CTB, so do they really count as "genuine friends"?
BandAddict
Specialist
- Apr 3, 2019
- 338
I said one, even though I don't speak with anyone anymore. I have one friend that I kept after starting public school, and the only person I've ever made a deep connection with. We don't talk much since I moved away, but when I can get them on a phone call, we talk for hours, pick right back up like no time at all. Love them.
DarkWolf
Worthless Loser
- Mar 29, 2021
- 201
None, never had any real friends. I am incapable of forming relationships with other people.
killedbypsychiatry
drugging kids is abuse
- Jan 27, 2021
- 797
I used to have a good number of friends but once I got sick most disappeared, expect for a few who still message me to see how I'm doing :( getting sick made me realized how shitty most people are. I made a few new online friends but nothing deep.
nopointofliving
Warrior
- Apr 19, 2021
- 513
Who voted that he has 11+ friends? haha
I have zero local friends and maybe 2-4 online friends...no close friends at all
Thegoldenapples
Specialist
- Aug 12, 2020
- 349
For real. I'm like you. Had heaps, super social, got sick, peeps can't deal with it. One by one they slowly distanced themselves. Now I've got none. Makes cbt a lot easier.Would most people see members of their immediate family as friends, especially if you're on good terms with them? Only reason I ask is because some people seem to lump family into a separate category no matter the relationship which they have with themJust 1.
It's a work colleague who lives close to my apartment. Not a "real" friend. But thats the only guy I ever talk to outside of work.
OpheliasFlowers
Specialist
- Apr 2, 2019
- 348
I had one a long time ago. He was a huge piece of shit. He proposed a suppossed bussines opportunity. It turns put he was trying to commit fraud in his workplace and wanted me to take the risk and blame. I wasn't ok with his ideas. Afterwards, I never spoke to him again. So i jave no friends.
