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silenteternity4

silenteternity4

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In case i do attempt, i was thinking about doing it in the balcony outside my room at night but my family sleeps right in the next room so i don't know if they will hear me. Is the process very loud?
 
purebliss

purebliss

"Just be happy" =)
Mar 3, 2026
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In case i do attempt, i was thinking about doing it in the balcony outside my room at night but my family sleeps right in the next room so i don't know if they will hear me. Is the process very loud?
Well

You will puke. That could be loud. And the retching might be too.

But else it is really silent.
If you do it properly with Benzos and everything, it should be somewhat silent
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
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After you making puking sounds you will make sounds similar as a loud snoring. That's the agonal breathing, this too will cease in 20-30 minutes
 
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