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- May 5, 2026
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I can recall feeling like killing myself, in the moment when I was about 7-8 years old. I don't remember exactly what happened, since my memory of that situation is very blurry. I can say that it was definitely a traumatic experience at home. But, since I was a kid at the time I wasnt ACTUALLY set on that, y'know? Just a couple bad thoughts. I'd say when I started out highschool, around 14-15 is when I started to grow a lot of resentment for myself, and is also when I realized life is going to be complete shit from there, and that I should just CTB. Back then, I was still afraid and uninformed, plus I wasn't able to find any methods on the internet that I had the courage to try, although I did try an attempt at hanging myself but pulled out when I started losing consciousness, but that's my only attempt from back then.. so I just let the suicidal thoughts keep building up, while I talked to no one about it. Until now, where I finally feel comfortable enough talk about it, here on SaSu! :)
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