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Wannadie

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Sep 21, 2018
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As the title says. I want to swallow it while I'm still inside and then walk to the woods, but I need to know how long I will have. I can't pass out on my way there ofcourse or do something else suspicious. Same goes for vomiting: I'm taking the meto and I hope that will prevent me from throwing up but if the worst thing would happen and I will throw up after how long will this happen? Vomiting after a pill overdose can take quite a while so I'm wondering if I should be concerned about this.

I know the ppeh talks about 22 min until conscious was lost but I don't trust the ppeh.
 
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stellabelle

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Dec 14, 2018
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6A285F40 E60B 4732 8CC7 8280616B3D27

I know you've said you don't trust PPH, but it's listed at twelve minutes in the updated version.

I've taken this quote from another page that discusses SN in humane pig euthanasia.

Sodium nitrite works very quickly in the pig, resulting in unconsciousness and death within about two hours.

https://www.pestsmart.org.au/wp-content/uploads/2011/11/HOGGONE_faq.pdf

I haven't been able to find any other information about the precise amount of time yet, though.
 
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Wannadie

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Sep 21, 2018
78
I just took it If you don't hear from me again it worked. I hope so. It tasted weird. Really salty but also a bit sweet? Def doable though. I wish you all the best and peace, wherever that may be. Xxx
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,551
I just took it If you don't hear from me again it worked. I hope so. It tasted weird. Really salty but also a bit sweet? Def doable though. I wish you all the best and peace, wherever that may be. Xxx
I hope you have a safe journey to the other side friend. Sending you hugs and best wishes
 
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stellabelle

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Dec 14, 2018
3,918
I just took it If you don't hear from me again it worked. I hope so. It tasted weird. Really salty but also a bit sweet? Def doable though. I wish you all the best and peace, wherever that may be. Xxx
Good luck.
 
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Kdawg2018

Still here...
Nov 10, 2018
272
Good luck!
 
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Wannadie

Member
Sep 21, 2018
78
I'm here to write a small update although my hands shake a lot. I haven't vomited but I do dry heave a lot (do you know what I mean?) so I guess the anti emetics work. I'm also fully conscious still but my hr is 172 and my limbs feel numb
 
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Haze

Haze

Christian
Jan 1, 2019
47
I'm here to write a small update although my hands shake a lot. I haven't vomited but I do dry heave a lot (do you know what I mean?) so I guess the anti emetics work. I'm also fully conscious still but my hr is 172 and my limbs feel numb

Thank you very much for taking the time and sharing your experience. This will be invaluable knowledge for the community.
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,918
Be wary of seizure activity
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,551
How many grams of sn did you take?
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,506
I'm here to write a small update although my hands shake a lot. I haven't vomited but I do dry heave a lot (do you know what I mean?) so I guess the anti emetics work. I'm also fully conscious still but my hr is 172 and my limbs feel numb
I hope you pass peacefully to the other side. Good luck!
 
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Anima

Student
Dec 5, 2018
155
I'm here to write a small update although my hands shake a lot. I haven't vomited but I do dry heave a lot (do you know what I mean?) so I guess the anti emetics work. I'm also fully conscious still but my hr is 172 and my limbs feel numb

Thank you. I hope everything will go well for you
 
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Jenna

Experienced
Nov 21, 2018
234
Thinking of you and hoping you are at peace.
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
Hope you found the peace you were seeking.
 
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SiArc

sassy and sarcastic-y
Dec 10, 2018
230
I hope you found peace.
 
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SamK

Cloud Surfing
Aug 21, 2018
280
Sending love wherever you are . xxx
 
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ctrl_alt_delete

ctrl_alt_delete

r e p l i c a n t
Nov 14, 2018
222
I hope this worked out for you and that your suffering is at an end. Peace.
Thank you for your updates. So courageous and kind of you to take the time to pass that information on! <3 <3 <3
 
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