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HappinessEmbodied

HappinessEmbodied

Depressed Bitch
Apr 21, 2022
32
I feel really desperate sometimes waiting for the AE to arrive. And there's the chance it may not arrive at all. I haven't thrown up since I was 4 years old, and I have a fear of it. I've gone through stomach bugs and bad nights of alcohol and have always been able to keep it down even when I felt really close to vomiting. Is SN something that I could keep down regardless? Or is it going to override my ability to keep it down no matter how good I am at it?
 
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Achlys

So tired...
Apr 23, 2022
143
I also fear vomiting. Personally, I don't think I would take SN without AE. Perhaps you can make a concentrated solution of NaCl to get some practice? It should be noted that ingesting too much NaCl can be fatal, so I would advise researching what quantities are safe.
 
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HappinessEmbodied

Depressed Bitch
Apr 21, 2022
32
I also fear vomiting. Personally, I don't think I would take SN without AE. Perhaps you can make a concentrated solution of NaCl to get some practice?
It's not the taste that I'm worried about, I could get it down easily. Nothing would taste so bad to me that I'd throw it up, what I'm worried about is my body reacting to SN being a poison and forcing me to throw it up against my will. Is the body's will to vomit from SN stronger than its will to vomit from something like alcohol? Does a strong ability to keep myself from vomiting mean anything when it comes to the body trying to expel SN? Or is it futile to think I can stop the body from trying to vomit up something this poisonous to it?
 
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stoicseal

Member
Jan 29, 2021
23
Even with AE vomiting is possible. From what I understand vomiting is kind of a given w sn. May not be right for you.
 
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Imissyoumydarling

Imissyoumydarling

a very majestic chicken cat
May 7, 2022
107
Almost certain that you'll throw it up.

However, throwing it up is highly unlikely to lead to failure contrary to popular belief. There's a thread here I can't easily link to right now (on mobile, sorry) showing that almost all the SN failures that have been documented here were actually due to being found early and hospitalised.

It's still a risk, but not one to worry too much about (although yeah vomit is definitely gross).

I'm personally not planning on taking any AE, except maaaybe one tab, because I'll risk it interfering with my current meds.
 
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HappinessEmbodied

HappinessEmbodied

Depressed Bitch
Apr 21, 2022
32
Almost certain that you'll throw it up.

However, throwing it up is highly unlikely to lead to failure contrary to popular belief. There's a thread here I can't easily link to right now (on mobile, sorry) showing that almost all the SN failures that have been documented here were actually due to being found early and hospitalised.

It's still a risk, but not one to worry too much about (although yeah vomit is definitely gross).

I'm personally not planning on taking any AE, except maaaybe one tab, because I'll risk it interfering with my current meds.
I want you to understand that you and your response are a blessing. Thank you so much. I can't wait for peace eternal
 
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Imissyoumydarling

a very majestic chicken cat
May 7, 2022
107
Glad to help anyone here :)

I'm trying to make it less unpleasant for myself by holding my nose while I drink it, then shoving a small block of white chocolate in my mouth (because brown vomit will freak me out more) and chewing it, then breathing in again while eating a second tiny piece. Just since you lose your sense of taste when you can't breathe in, I'm hoping it'll help with both the salt taste and the appearance of puke. No one likes being a chundersaurus.
 
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crystalskies31

Student
May 20, 2022
149
Glad to help anyone here :)

I'm trying to make it less unpleasant for myself by holding my nose while I drink it, then shoving a small block of white chocolate in my mouth (because brown vomit will freak me out more) and chewing it, then breathing in again while eating a second tiny piece. Just since you lose your sense of taste when you can't breathe in, I'm hoping it'll help with both the salt taste and the appearance of puke. No one likes being a chundersaurus.
Do you think this will really work? I'm intrigued.
 
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crystalskies31

Student
May 20, 2022
149
Um I think she is gone. If I'm not mistake on the dates she made her last message around may 18 or 20
Thanks, I wasn't sure as their name isn't greyed/crossed
 
Randomgin

Randomgin

Member
Aug 20, 2021
23
She's gone. She was last seen may 16. Check her last post. She mention going with her bf in a hotel
How do people find out when a member here has died? My SN is coming in soon and id love to have my name greyed out when i go
 
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javan12

Member
May 23, 2022
46
How do people find out when a member here has died? My SN is coming in soon and id love to have my name greyed out when i go
If you want to let people know you're gone . Then write a final message in the thread. We trust that you not lying
 
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TheDoomedDoomer

Eternal sleep awaits me
May 22, 2022
140
How do people find out when a member here has died? My SN is coming in soon and id love to have my name greyed out when
If you want to let people know you're gone . Then write a final message in the thread. We trust that you not lying
Same I'm doing it next week most likely.
If you want to let people know you're gone . Then write a final message in the thread. We trust that you not lying
I'll take note of this thanks. I'll probably join the live chat too to talk with you people before I go unconious.
 
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