How I feel

[SadGirl]

I would like to thank you for getting to know the SS and being part of the forum. Countless times I was in bad shape and the people here helped me in some way. I am happy to have where and with whom to vent all my dark shit without fear of judgment, because here they think the same or similar. In the last few days especially today, I am feeling hopeless, sad and listless, I really wanted to leave now, but is something here still holding me back, maybe fear? God ? My mother ? I do not know. I just wish I didn't feel all that I'm feeling anymore. I just wanted to get better, to have a normal life.

 

[WornOutLife]

I would like to thank you for being such a nice person. I really enjoy reading your posts.
Don't worry too much about leaving this world. Our time will come sooner or later.

If you need to talk, feel free to join us in the general chat. The people there are just amazing.

 

[Bagger]

Hey @SadGirl All i can tell you is that your ctb is not going anywhere, it will be a possibility today, tomorrow, in a year or never if you choose. But as long as you are alive there are real chances of improvements. Many will argue otherwise, hollow words they will say, but truth needs to be told anyway. If something is holding you back, then it's just not right time for you. It's completely OK. I have as much doubt, fear and uncertainty as you. I can only wish u more strength and luck in a maze of the future.

 

[SadGirl]

I would like to thank you for being such a nice person. I really enjoy reading your posts.
Don't worry too much about leaving this world. Our time will come sooner or later.

If you need to talk, feel free to join us in the general chat. The people there are just amazing.

Thank you very much, I simply have no words to express my gratitude. I also love your posts.