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fisil

Arcanist
Mar 9, 2019
432
I mean you know it's peacefull it's more difficult to jump for example, but there is still some kind SI (fear of the unkown..)

How hard is it drink that stuff?

Someone here failed and want describe how it was and what you did after that?
 
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Memento Mori

Memento Mori

shambling garbage
Jan 24, 2019
574
imagine someone mixing together: durian fruit, rotten flesh, battery acid, surströmming, magic mushrooms, earwax and tons of grapefruits. then drink it.

don't try to mix it with some drink as it won't change the taste, i would rather add lemonade powder and drink it trough a straw with closed nose. maybe even use benzocaine to numb my mouth/throat a bit if i feel like puking from the taste. i never tasted it but i can guess that it's very hard to drink 2-3 bottles of it in time.

more difficult to jump? to me that sounds way more difficult than drinking bitter shit and going to sleep, but that may just be me.

peace
 
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dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
no way, no straw, you might fall asleep before you end the drink...

quick , large gulps of liquid, followed by some alcohol, Tequila probably

then a piece of dark chocolate, or two. or three.... then 1 more tequila... with the banderita...

tequila.... lemon..... sangrĂ­a.....


its easy to say it..... drinking it... can be hard, depending on your reasons NOT to ctb
 
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Memento Mori

Memento Mori

shambling garbage
Jan 24, 2019
574
no way, no straw, you might fall asleep before you end the drink...

quick , large gulps of liquid, followed by some alcohol, Tequila probably

then a piece of dark chocolate, or two. or three.... then 1 more tequila... with the banderita...

tequila.... lemon..... sangrĂ­a.....


its easy to say it..... drinking it... can be hard, depending on your reasons NOT to ctb

you'll only fall asleep with using a straw when you drink it as slow as you would drink some cocktail at the beach i would say.

to me this brings up the question how a combination of crystal meth and N would act lol. how long you'd be awake, and if you maybe feel pain bc of still being conscious before finally passing out.


and since no one said this yet: don't forget antiemetics when taking N.
i would rather not say this so you'll puke it out and survive, but that's not my choice. i hope everyone finds peace on their own way, but tries some more before ctb'ing.

peace
 
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dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
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Superfluous

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Mar 16, 2019
973
Another random thought...

How about a funnel or similar to get the liquid directly into the throat and bypass the taste buds?
 
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snowman626

Mage
Jan 28, 2019
547
Another random thought...

How about a funnel or similar to get the liquid directly into the throat and bypass the taste buds?

i like this idea. or how about wrapping some plastic wrap around your tongue?
 
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Bedlamb

Bedlamb

Anthropomorphic Garbage
Mar 1, 2019
84
Sounds like it tastes worse than I was imagining. I puke extremely easy at unpleasant tastes. Will antiemetics be able to prevent taste related puking too?


Another random thought...

How about a funnel or similar to get the liquid directly into the throat and bypass the taste buds?

Ive tried useing an eye dropper to squirt some nasty tasting liquids far into my throat, but it just caused a reflex to choke it back up. So far the best thing I've found is covering my toungue in peppermint oil. It's so strong that it helps mask most everything.
i like this idea. or how about wrapping some plastic wrap around your tongue?
Unfortunately tastebuds aren't just on the tongue, but inner cheeks, palate, and upper esophagus
 
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uiop

uiop

Fun drugs make me happy
Mar 27, 2019
218
imagine someone mixing together: durian fruit, rotten flesh, battery acid, surströmming, magic mushrooms, earwax and tons of grapefruits. then drink it.

don't try to mix it with some drink as it won't change the taste, i would rather add lemonade powder and drink it trough a straw with closed nose. maybe even use benzocaine to numb my mouth/throat a bit if i feel like puking from the taste. i never tasted it but i can guess that it's very hard to drink 2-3 bottles of it in time.

more difficult to jump? to me that sounds way more difficult than drinking bitter shit and going to sleep, but that may just be me.

peace
I love durian fruit...:I
 
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Solo

Solo

Member
Mar 28, 2019
57
liquid honey before and after would probably be best
 

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