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finalmission

finalmission

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Jan 8, 2025
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Years ago i needed to get a surgery done that required me to be unconscious for the procedure, I still cant get out of my head how easy it was to get put to sleep in the hospital... They didnt even need to inject a needle with some kind of substance to put me to sleep,

All they had to do was give me some mask and breath normally until im no longer here.

In a perfect world this would have been the perfect suicide method, no need to even endure the pain of the needle entering (when you take a blood test) just breath normally until you cant feel anything anymore and be put to eternal sleep.
 
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lpdsvm

Experienced
Jan 11, 2026
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Yes, it reminds me of self induced syncope. I can do it. I pass out for 20 sec or so and wake up like I just woke up (dizzy etc because of hyperventilating).
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That is all I want, I always suffer so much from being so cruelly denied the option to fall asleep permanently, all I hope for is the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep where this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake is finally all gone and forgotten. In this existence of torturous, dreadful suffering non-existence is all I see as positive and I see so much terrible cruelty in how humans want to do all they can to force others to suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence, it's a horrific crime to me how a death like that is made illegal.
 
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Sep 21, 2025
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All they had to do was give me some mask and breath normally until im no longer here.

Many years ago, I had a surgery where the doctor made some mistakes. At one point they had to stop the surgery because I was going into cardiac arrest.
It's a long story but I know what you mean. I was that close.
It could be legal for us. Just gently put to sleep and then go on via some injection
Instead, we suffer
 

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