R_N
-Memento Mori-
- Dec 3, 2019
- 1,442
Do you believe your hunch or you are just paranoid? Or maybe gaslighting is so strong you become your own worst enemy without even knowing it.
Sometimes I feel my lack of trust is justified but other times I feel I am prone to paranoia when it comes to everyone besides 1 "friend" I mostly interact with.
Still, would I really be delusional to the extent of discomfort? My mind sees patterns and fakeness in sentences. I read between the lines often. Am I looking for something that is not there or things are as how I see them?
Still If I feel an emotion like anger am I really rational? Is every emotional response valid and worth considering? Suppressing said emotions still don't clear paranoia for me.
I wish everyone was open and straightforward sometimes. People who are cowards to say what they think and play tricks are the worst kind of people in my book.
Sometimes I feel my lack of trust is justified but other times I feel I am prone to paranoia when it comes to everyone besides 1 "friend" I mostly interact with.
Still, would I really be delusional to the extent of discomfort? My mind sees patterns and fakeness in sentences. I read between the lines often. Am I looking for something that is not there or things are as how I see them?
Still If I feel an emotion like anger am I really rational? Is every emotional response valid and worth considering? Suppressing said emotions still don't clear paranoia for me.
I wish everyone was open and straightforward sometimes. People who are cowards to say what they think and play tricks are the worst kind of people in my book.
