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sivvie

sivvie

Wanderer
Aug 23, 2021
84
The type where your chest feels tight, almost to the point that you feel pain. The type where you just can't stop thinking. What helps you?
 
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DunnoWhyButYeah

DunnoWhyButYeah

~*-*~
Apr 3, 2020
409
I take benzos and then I take a relaxing shower and try to watch some series... Sometimes that helps and sometimes no.
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,799
I don't deal with it, unfortunately. That's why I'm here.
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
I take benzos and then I take a relaxing shower and try to watch some series... Sometimes that helps and sometimes no.
I've been lax in hygiene because of the depressing and pointless nature of my situation but when I do take a shower, I take way too fucking long in there, sometimes I want to actually fall asleep in the shower, but it's awful for my skin and such, I just don't know any calming equivalent, I pretend I'm in another world underneath a waterfall (with very bad water pressure).
 
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Feeding Pigeons

Feeding Pigeons

Warlock
Aug 5, 2021
776
I was suffering really bad from racing intrusive thoughts nonstop, so I started to take ashwagandha and shockingly enough, it helped. I have to take more antacids cause the one I take has black pepper extract, annnnd I'm still extremely suicidal but hey, what can you do.
 
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BlazingBob

BlazingBob

Wizard
Oct 28, 2021
617
I was suffering really bad from racing intrusive thoughts nonstop, so I started to take ashwagandha and shockingly enough, it helped. I have to take more antacids cause the one I take has black pepper extract, annnnd I'm still extremely suicidal but hey, what can you do.
I just bought some of that recently. How long before you noticed it was helping? I only took it a few times and didn't notice anything at all. The ones I got are 1300mg.
 
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InezSerrano

Experienced
Dec 3, 2021
294
Anti anxiety medication, slowing my breathing down if I have an anxiety attack. Avoiding things that make me anxious (not so healthy lol)
 
Feeding Pigeons

Feeding Pigeons

Warlock
Aug 5, 2021
776
I just bought some of that recently. How long before you noticed it was helping? I only took it a few times and didn't notice anything at all. The ones I got are 1300mg.
Mine are 2100 MG and I take 3 a day, I noticed the effect within 2 days. I tend to notice when something effects (or doesnt effect) me pretty quickly though. Like I can attest to psychs saying that new antidepressants can take up to 4 weeks for you to feel an effect? Bullshit.
 
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Death_the_kid

Member
Dec 16, 2020
68
Alcohol, but Is killing me my life Is at the breach right now because a possible renal failure possible cirrosis....and not to speak how destroy your social family sentimental relationships, laboral AND all in your fucking life.

Fuck the anxiety just want to die nothing More.
 
Cameron Diazepam

Cameron Diazepam

Member
Dec 25, 2021
21
For fast-acting meds, benzos are standard. Beta blockers can help with the physical symptoms. Longer-term, besides the overprescribed SSRIs, some Tricyclics help with anxiety but doctors can get weird about prescribing them (remember the mention in the PPH?). If can you avoid meds of course, you're better off. Green tea, L-Theanine?
 
Kristicide

Kristicide

I am a prisoner locked up behind xanax bars
Dec 16, 2021
330
Lots and lots of xanax
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I keep having extreme anxiety after making the firm choice I'm going to CTB. At night before sleep I get overheated and extreme anxiety knowing I am going to CTB
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
888
Staying away from people helps—which pretty much makes life impossible as ppl are everywhere…
 
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gottago222

gottago222

paranoia bae
Dec 21, 2021
275
for now benzos but im going to ctb because chronic anxiety is ruining my life
 
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