I have an extreme amount of self hatred that I don't how to ease. When I step outside of my room all I can see is happy, beautiful people, the opposite of me. I try cutting myself and drugs but I don't know how long will this work, or what am I waiting for. Or why haven't I catched the bust yet. It's like I don't enjoy any moment of my life but I still haven't killed myself, and I don't even know why.
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whatever101
Member
- Sep 1, 2020
- 46
I can feel you bro. In my case it's because I don't have the courage to
Futile
Tired of being lonely
- Sep 3, 2020
- 499
Helpmeplease
Misery
- Jul 4, 2020
- 62
I eat probiotics which eases my anxiety a lot, also I take this herbal thing called "natra sleep" from GNC for sleeping. It contains valerian root for relaxation.
Wayfaerer
JFMSUF
- Aug 21, 2019
- 1,938
Does that really work? In my experience at least, the only things that I have tried that weren't placebo were Kratom and Phenibut but they're addictive, especially the latter.
Helpmeplease
Misery
- Jul 4, 2020
- 62
Yeah it works. Natra sleep helps me sleep well and also the probiotics make me less anxious and the good thing is they are not addictive.Last edited:
Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
- 3,622
I don't cope. I could ctb now, there's nothing to wait for but instead I choose to prolong the suffering. There's reasons for this, you have to work out yours
Scarecrow
Member
- Oct 2, 2020
- 13
I used to have anxiety attacks and crying fits every day, and I was barely able to get out of bed, but nowadays I'm so numb I rarely feel any emotions. It's a lot easier to go on with my life like this, but I'm scared that it won't last forever and I'll be unable to cope againSimilar threads
